'One thing I know for certain Maeve, is that nothing is for certain.' - Doris. I don't know how I feel about relationships and love in general. Its messed up, but it doesn't have to be & in the same breath I don't know how its supposed to be. Could it be an age factor, am I too young? (laughs in 40 year old still grappling with this concept) are you too young? are you too old? Is there a right time?  This cycle of life will teach you things you never knew you needed to learn, it'll have you in pits you never knew existed and at the same time will give you highs you never want to come down from. If you don't take anything away from the episode, remember this, be gentle with yourself, take your time, when love comes knocking don't fight it and when it leaves let it.