When we swing so far left or right, we ultimately lose sight of our humanity and rational thinking. I experienced this and then had to come to terms with the attack and how I contributed to it.
Sometimes the waiting part of change is necessary. Your desire for change is the beginning of change....trust that you are moving forward.
We all have Blind Spots in our life. The trick is to find them so they aren't preventing you from being the best version of you!