Himu is one of my favorite characters. When I write something about Himu, I feel myself as Himu. I feel a kind of giddy. This thing never happens when I write anything else. My first writing about Himu is Mayurakshi. I noticed it for the first time while writing Mayurakshi. The second time I wrote On the other side of the door. .Still the same thing.Why is this happening?As a human being I am a rationalist why Himu's irrational mystical world would attract a rationalist?I don't know.If ever I find out I will let the readers know. Humayun Ahmed.