This week I made the decision to rededicate myself to God fully! I am choosing to demonstrate OUT LOUD that walking with God isn’t easy. Some months, weeks, days are easier than others. But this month I fell. HARD! I returned to sin I had no business dealing with again. I genuinely feel like 7 more strongholds came in and I’ve been fighting each day to not sin sexually in some capacity. I keep running back to God over and over and I’m starting to feel like I am just disappointing Him repeatedly. I know He’s a keeper and if I keep diligently seeking Him something has to shift. BUT sin will make you FEEL so ashamed that you just stopping talking to God. This week I chose to keep talking to Him! Crying out to Him! Repenting and pleading with Him! Because each day He wakes me up is mercy but I don’t want to fight my entire life to walk in a freedom I’m supposed to have while on earth through Jesus! Lord, please deliver me completely and anybody else who is dealing with secret sin or sin in general! I want my trust to be solely in you & I want to feel so comforted in you that I don’t seek worldly pleasures that only last a moment!