“I have been married for 23 years. My husband is a leader in our community,church etc. I have lifted him up , covered his messes and continue to get screamed at like I’m a child. He hollers if I balance checkbook pay bills etc so I stop so he won’t feel like I’m CONTROLLING him yet he will do it for a week then ‘ think ‘ he took care of everything and our disconnect bill comes, car doesn’t get paid , I go to get gas and my card is declined because there’s no money in the bank and I have to borrow money from my kids for gas to make it home. So I get screamed at again because somehow I’m telling him what to do by asking him why there’s no money.. and he keeps saying I’m gonna change but as long as everyone else thinks he’s great he doesn’t give one single rip about what his wife or kids think about him. I’ve tried everything to make the man happy and act happy when I’m dying inside . I cannot even have an adult conversation where I’m aloud to have an opinion that defers from his . So yeah I’m exhausted and you can tell me some more how I can keep hoping for an eternal reward when I won’t even make it to heaven”
1999goodyear via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
12/03/22