Friend I want to pray for you if you are a father who has been beat down by the world, whose decisions have led you away from Yahweh, who is tired of religion and desires true freedom, to know the real God of the bible the real savior not a watered down gospel but the truth that Yahshua the messiah not only saves you and paid for all your sins but that he wants to transform you here and now so that you are blessed like Psalms 1 blessed is the man who walks not in the way of the wicked nor sits in the seat of the scornful but you want to be like the man that delights in the law of the Lord day and night. If you are tired of trying to serve the living God  by your own effort you have been wanting to be faithful to the Lord but continually and repetitively find yourself sinning, in a cycle that makes you feel defeated like you are loosing in life THIS EPISODE IS FOR YOU!