The world we seem to live in arose from the idea of murder - giving rise to the ideas of sin, guilt, and fear.  Every corner of this place that is not our home is 100% hate.  The way out is to ask Jesus for help; take his hand; and look with him.  We don't try to change the dream - not what we think, say, or do or what anyone else thinks, says, or does.  We can't change the dream.  We can choose to change our mind about it. Peace on your journey.  May it be gently lit by miracles.