“This! This right here has been amazing, definitely needed this and man I have let things slide that I shouldn’t have and yes it’s because of laziness, or inconvenience, like being at grandmas house. So after listening I was convicted and said ok I’m getting it together because I love my kids and so yes I have stepped it up with the pow pows and talked and explained to my kids, but my 7yr old she is testing the waters and it’s my fault for letting things slide like disobedience, not listening the first time, or snarky attitude. Yesterday we talked about not sparing the rod. This morning was great, until grandma is up, because we are currently living with my in laws until our house it finished being built, but man it’s been difficult, and she know how to use that. She wants to be sneaky and also play the “what happened” I didn’t know, I am kicking myself because a 2 years ago this was not the her behavior, I messed up so bad. Today my mother in law is mad and tries to tell me what I’m doing and is looking at my daughter like she is being abused because my daughter was screaming and crying and I had it even spanked her yet and I had the paddle in my hand, she would turn around and was screaming “mom no please” “I’m sorry” smh man, I had to take a breath because I got heated, and I did shut the door in my mother in laws face but I tried to keep my calm and not disrespect her, I understand that it probably sounded like she was getting beat because the way she was screaming and crying. So we left the house and I ended spamming her but in an empty lot 7 times (before I would only do one paddle sometimes 3) but after listening to you I decided 7 is good”
Child of God ❤️ via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
10/29/21