In this episode, I sit down with an extraordinary guest, Josephus Tan, famously known as the "Gangster Lawyer," whose life story is a compelling testament to the power of transformation, resilience, and redemption.  Josephus shares candidly about his descent into gang life, his struggles with alcohol that led to destructive behaviour, and the moments of darkness that made him question his path.  At his lowest point, he nearly ended it all.  Discover how a profound spiritual awakening and a deep desire to make amends for his past guided him to quit drinking, pursue a law degree, and eventually train under the legendary criminal lawyer Subhas Anandan. Join us as we explore his journey from despair to purpose, learning how he overcame his inner battles and embraced a life dedicated to justice and helping others. Plus, for the first time on After the Bar, Josephus reveals an exclusive update—his decision to quit smoking this year. This episode is a powerful reminder that no matter one’s past, change is always within reach. Josephus Tan’s story will inspire you to believe in the possibility of redemption and the potential to create a better future. Follow Josephus Tan: https://www.linkedin.com/in/josephus-tan-303352307/  Connect with me on LinkedIn at   / shulinlee   More on the podcast - https://www.AfterTheBar.com.sg What to listen for: 00:00 Start of Episode  00:38 Introduction  01:41 From Bankruptcy to Owning a Law Firm  03:11 Formative Years of Josephus’ Life  05:52 Being a Victim of Bullying in School  10:22 Why Josephus Turned to Joining a Gang 11:45 The Reason Most Young People Join Gangs  17:12 Growing up Tough in a Blue-Collar Family 18:30 Understanding the Gangster Lifestyle  22:05 Why Do Gangsters Do What They Do   23:28 Josephus’ Epiphany: Moving On from Gang Life 25:38 Experiencing Fulfillment in National Service 27:07 Old Habits Die Hard 31:35 Finding Clarity Through Prayer and Self-Acceptance 36:16 The Journey Through Depression & Seeking Help 41:35 Josephus’ Push to Get His Diploma 49:43 Chasing a Law Degree Against All Odds  54:04 A Mother’s Love Fuels His Promise to Do Good  58:36 Outro