I couldn't find a way to a way to talk to you  I was crossing the street to see you  when I heard the news, it shocked me down  that hospital was holly crowded  I saw your friends crying out. It's like something big has "really" happened. I couldn't find a way to see you out  I was running in rows Hoping I can find a door to reach you out  I was screaming " where is he now?" A doctor said: "he will be fine."  Then, I saw your best friend tears drying like a waterfall  It's like your death is written on his face.  I couldn't find a way to say: " I love you."  I never thought you would leave this life too early. I used to see you smiling and joking everywhere I met you  That's why you're my grandmother's favorite son. I wish you were here, see me & my brother growing. I am 15, and he's 2.  Dad, I promise you I will make you proud  Just hear my voice each time I talk  I am talking about what "really" matters  I hope you are now in a better place  I am sure I will meet you again  Somehow in paradise. I couldn't find a way  to hug you I swear to God I love you.  I promise you I will make you proud. written by Aminos