So like it’s been raining and lately this made sense to how i felt . This feels like it's about mental illness, about being isolated and ostracised from the outside world by that. There are also biblical references, with the 40 days of rain, and Judas. Me and Judas lost at sea Under electric twilight fading I look at him he sees through me 40 days and we're still waiting I'm not tired but I think I'll lay back anyway I'm not welcome but I think I'll stay Me and Judas lost at sea Deep inside a dream we're trailing Heard him whisper wait for me Sun goes down and we're still sailing I'm not nervous but I think I'll lay back anyway I'm not helpless but I think I'll stay And even the waves won't carry me away Keep heading west that's the best May be lost but I'm not crazy Stay where you are not too far Keep it up you're doing fine Well I thought I was fine Me and Joseph lost at sea Under rain and slowly waking He looks around and smiles at me 41 and we're still waiting I'm not tired but I think I'll lay back anyway I'm not hopeless but I think i'll stay And even the waves won't carry me away --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/eric-plott/message