The conversation explores the journey of an individual through childhood, teenage rebellion, the loss of a parent, and the subsequent choices that led to a life of stripping and addiction. It delves into the complexities of relationships, the impact of early experiences on adult behaviour, and the evolution of personal identity, including the realisation of being polyamorous. The discussion highlights the interplay between addiction, mental health, and the search for connection and control. In this conversation, the speaker delves into their personal experiences with addiction, relationships, and recovery. They explore themes of power dynamics, the normalisation of abuse in the industry, and the struggle for control in their life choices. The discussion highlights the impact of past relationships, particularly with parental figures, on their current behaviour and choices. The speaker reflects on the challenges of accountability in recovery, the cyclical nature of addiction, and the complexities of motherhood while navigating their past. Ultimately, the conversation reveals the intricate interplay between personal history, addiction, and the journey towards healing and self-acceptance. They discuss the normalisation of drug use in social settings, the struggles of maintaining sobriety, and the transformative power of community and purpose in recovery. If you would like to come on the Class A People Podcast please email: [email protected] Helpful Links: https://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk/about-aa/what-is-aa/12-steps/ https://www.cocaineanonymous.org.uk/ Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.