“I met Austin in November because I started playing tennis and got tired of practicing alone so I reached out to him after finding him on the roster of the same college tennis team my friend played on. We eventually started talking daily then sometime between thanksgiving and Christmas he told me he didn’t want to talk daily because the conversation quality was dwindling. I did respect that and stopped reaching out every day and only reached out every two or three days. Two weeks ago he went to Florida and he just returned from his trip on Sunday. He said we could keep in touch while he was gone and we did talk a little but not enough that I was satisfied he did send Snapchat’s every once in a while.
He’s aware that I’m scared of being abandoned early on we got over the hurdle of me having feelings for him. He came right out and said he as alright with how I felt and he was okay with it and that I didn’t have to be scared of him running. He’s 22 and I’m 27. I haven’t heard from him since December 30th he said he doesn’t like to hurt people. I’ve tried texting him asking if we are okay or if he’s mad at me and I’m sorry for annoying you on your trip. I even left a message on his phone and didn’t get a response”
kcona via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
01/13/21