“Our days may come to seventy years, or eighty, if our strength endures; yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away… So teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” ~ ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭90‬:‭10‬, ‭12‬ ‭

I am going to try talking about this again when I feel a lot more lucid, and a lot less despair. Apologies for the chaotic fulmination :).