Gambling to the point of suicide, getting stabbed for choosing alcohol and the bravery he shows today.  This incredible, brutal and totally open conversation with one of the countries most loved football pundits. We talk about his anxiety, self-loathing, honesty and illness. We also speak about wanting the best for others, especially his family. A Gambling Special, Paul Merson - This is Declassified Pauls new book - https://www.amazon.co.uk/Hooked-Addiction-Long-Road-Recovery/dp/1472282531/ref=asc_df_1472282531/?tag=googshopuk-21&linkCode=df0&hvadid=499348480770&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=4868330826543593585&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=1006906&hvtargid=pla-1271388618630&psc=1&th=1&psc=1 For support: - https://www.nhs.uk/live-well/healthy-body/gambling-addiction/ - https://giveusashout.org - https://www.samaritans.org