This Week on Dopey! We are joined by South African Drug Addict and hard core Instagram/TikTok phenom - Toni Becker! Toni is not just any influencer - she brings the Dopey! Toni gets super deep and honest with us - all about the beginning of her addiction and how it all happened with her discovery of Chat Roulette - An Online Chat site that had no limits! Then her forray into CAT ans meth and how it all ended up living in a parking lot in the South African Wilderness!   PLUS RIP PHIL LESH! Emails, voicemails and more! On this brand new international edition of that good old  DOPEY show!   notes- social media addiction- steroid psychosis- ocd, body dysmorphia- ephedrine- trying to run over her friends while drunk- cousins death- meth and chatroulette- bath salts (methcathinone)- childhood abuse- stealing money from her mom- swinging- boyfriend doses her with lsd- south african trap houses- ED treatment- fathers illness     eywordsaddiction, recovery, drugs, support, community, music, personal stories, social media, kratom, alcoholism, alcoholism, addiction, trauma, clubbing culture, rehab, toxic relationships, crystal meth, identity, mental health, recovery, addiction, recovery, eating disorders, relationships, mental health, drug abuse, personal growth, community support, spiritual awakening, self-awareness summaryThis episode of Dopey dives deep into the struggles of addiction, recovery, and the personal stories that shape our understanding of these issues. The conversation explores the importance of support systems, the impact of music and loss, and the role of social media in addiction. It also touches on the emerging concerns around substances like kratom and the journey through alcoholism, culminating in the transition to harder drugs. In this conversation, David Manheim shares his harrowing journey through addiction, exploring the transformation he underwent due to alcohol, the vibrant yet dangerous clubbing culture, and the toxic relationships that fueled his substance abuse. He recounts his experiences in rehab, the impact of trauma on his life, and the chaotic descent into crystal meth addiction. David reflects on the romanticization of toxic relationships and the profound effects of childhood trauma, ultimately leading to a cycle of addiction and isolation. His story is a raw and honest portrayal of the struggles faced in the battle against addiction and the quest for identity and belonging. In this conversation, David Manheim and Tony Becker delve into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and personal growth. Tony shares her journey through relationships, substance abuse, and the impact of loss on her recovery process. The discussion highlights the importance of community support, self-awareness, and the challenges of navigating eating disorders in recovery. Ultimately, Tony's story is one of resilience, transformation, and the power of connection in overcoming addiction. takeaways Addiction is a complex issue that requires compassion and connection. Support systems play a crucial role in recovery. Personal stories can help others feel less alone in their struggles. Music can be a powerful tool for reflection and healing. Community engagement is vital for those in recovery. Kratom is a controversial substance with both benefits and risks. Social media can become an addiction in itself. The journey through addiction often starts with seemingly harmless substances. Alcoholism can lead to severe consequences and treatment is often necessary. The transition to harder drugs can happen quickly after initial substance use. David's transformation through alcohol led to dangerous behaviors. Clubbing culture became a significant part of David's identity. Rehab was initially seen as a way to appease others, not for self-help. Tragedy struck with the loss of a loved one, escalating his addiction. David's relationship with meth became intertwined with his identity. Romanticizing toxic relationships led to further