Jack Beaumont has one incredible story. He was a fighter pilot for the French air force, when an injury during dogfight training changed his life forever. Jack was then recruited by French intelligence to work for the DGSE - balancing family life with working undercover in clandestine foreign operations.  In this episode, Jack takes us into the mindset of a spy. He delves into the moment where he felt he'd turned into a monster - and what ultimately made him walk away.  Content warning: This episode contains discussions of suicide. If you think you need immediate assistance, call 000. If you would like to speak to someone about your situation, you may wish to contact Lifeline – Call 13 11 14, or visit www.lifeline.org.au. LINKS Preorder 'Dark Arena' here Follow Jack on Instagram, and find out more on his website https://jackbeaumontofficial.com/  Want to see Ant live on stage? Click here for his current tour dates. Follow Ant on Instagram, X, and Facebook Learn more about Ant on his website https://www.antmiddleton.com/  Follow Nova Podcasts on Instagram for videos from the podcast and behind the scenes content – @novapodcastsofficial. CREDITSHost: Ant MiddletonEditor: Adrian WaltonExecutive Producers: Anna Henvest & Edwina StottManaging Producer: Elle Beattie Find more great podcasts like this at novapodcasts.com.au Nova Entertainment acknowledges the traditional custodians of the land on which we produced this podcast, the Gadigal People of the Eora Nation. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.