**CONTENT WARNING- Possible disturbing topics involving suicide with detailed events. Includes real audio of myself and my daughter, that might be upsetting for some listeners. Discretion is advised. This episode continues from Episode 1- "The Call" where I recall events a week after my late husband's death- If you or someone you know is having thoughts of suicide please reach out to the National Suicide Hotline- crisis interventionists are standing by 24/7. National Suicide Hotline- Text or Call #988 --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/steelekate7/support