I have a very hard time trying to make sense of how I feel in relation to my peers, community, society and the world at large. It is incredibly difficult to hold contradictory, paradoxical views, options and "expert advice" but One thing I do know is that force and coercion has no place in a healthy, free and wise society. that is my only constant anchor point to orient around in order to even attempt to try and understand what is real and true and good. I just don't know