In this episode of "Our People Podcast," we delve into the life and experiences of Monica from the Carrot River congregation of Church of God in Christ Mennonite. Monica shares her early life on a Canadian farm and the predestined path to her baptism at age 14 into this deeply traditional Holdeman Mennonite community. As she grew older, critical events—including the tragic death of peers and a family move—spurred profound shifts in her beliefs and feelings toward her faith. Monica candidly discusses the pressures and struggles that came with conforming to church expectations, her battle with mental health, and the eventual, liberating decision to leave the church. This episode, "A Voice from Carrot River," explores Monica's journey of self-discovery, her efforts to redefine her spirituality, and the ongoing process of healing from religious trauma. If Monica's story resonates with you or you have your own story to share, consider joining us as a guest to further this vital conversation. Reach out to us at ⁠[email protected]⁠ with your thoughts or suggestions for future interviews. Follow us on Facebook: ⁠https://rb.gy/cj55td⁠ Subscribe on Spotify: ⁠https://open.spotify.com/show/1KwYkbtbIswUN3z6JSrqz5?si=0913b1c334724490⁠ Subscribe on YouTube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@OurPeoplePodcast⁠ Subscribe on Apple Podcasts: ⁠https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/our-people-holdeman-mennonite-stories/id1740613045