In this episode I’m joined by Allyson, a 5/1 emotional split definition Projector to talk all things Stream of Feeling and the abstract/collective emotional wave. We discuss how differently this wave shows up in our lives based on our definition. Allyson, with the root to solar plexus channel and the hanging 35, shares how visceral she feels her authority and how she needs time to process, and the pressure to build, before being able to express. I share how sometimes my emotions come out of my mouth before I am fully aware of it, with the manifested solar plexus to throat channel and the hanging 41. We discuss the polarity in the high and the low of the wave, the nervousness in the peak as you await the experience of “bottoming out” and hitting the low. We share how we deal with feeling stuck, heavy and almost unrecognisable at the low of the wave. We talk about the shame of being emotional, or not emotional. We also share the humour in what it means to be human and how laughter lessens the blow of the incredible polarity in the experience of this wave. Finally, Allyson shares her advice for living and loving the abstract emotional wave.  Allyson is a Human Design guide and teacher. She found Human Design in 2018, on the brink of some big life changes. Throughout the following four years, Allyson began her Human Design experiment, studied voraciously (in true 1st line Investigator fashion), completed an advanced training program, began offering 1:1 Human Design sessions, opened an Etsy store, and started her business.  Connect with Allyson here: www.instagram.com/allyson.forseth  Human Design resources available on Etsy - https://etsy.me/3rHPKko https://calendly.com/Allysonforseth to book a 1:1 session If you loved this episode, you can buy me a coffee :) Your small support allows me to continue creating incredible and impactful content! https://www.buymeacoffee.com/PracticalA To continue the conversation, be sure to follow me on instagram, @rachaelami.  Sign up for my email list to keep up to date on all new episodes HERE! To book a reading and find other ways you can work with me visit my website www.rachaelami.co.uk, use the promo code PODCAST22 for a special discount! If you loved this episode make sure you screenshot and tag me on social media. Timestamps: (02:21) Allyson shares how she first discovered Human Design and how she first felt very overwhelmed by the system. (06:49) Emotional stigma. (07:56) Accepting your emotions and experiencing the deeply impactful wave of the abstract/collective wave. (09:10) Allyson shares the differing experiences of the abstract wave. (12:17) The slow build of the high and the crash in energy that feels so confusing.  (13:45) How the polarity, self trust and your hopes and dreams.  (19:19) Releasing expectations of life and being in life for the adventure. (22:12) The solar plexus, nervousness and the mechanics of emotions. Separating the mechanical feelings and the stories in your head.   (26:30) The Stream of Feeling, channel 41-30 & hanging gate 35. (28:28) Recognizing the correct timing to share and the 5/1 profile.  (30:22) The manifested 36-35 channel, the uncontrollable urge to share and my divorce story. (35:16) Travelling, collecting stories and coming home feeling so different. The 5th line and open G centre. (45:27) The courage to say yes or no at the 51% of clarity. (48:58) Embracing being an intensely emotional being without shame. (53:22) Advice for those with the stream of feeling and the abstract emotional wave.