June 24 … 56 days, 8 weeks, 2 months. I fumbled. I can’t even blame him, it was all on me. I shouldn’t have expected anything less than disappointment from this man. His reason behind not communicating with me is heartbreaking and truly a smack in the face. He lied again & said he loved me. Made it seem like he still wanted me, used me, then blocked me. How can you be crazy in love with me but let another female get in the way, what happened to your promise of reassurance? Guess I’m either not worth it or it was never real. I gotta learn to accept people for who they are and what they show me. Lord knows I’m big on actions. Can anyone tell me how to stop loving someone who doesn’t love me? Someone who hurts me intentionally over and over? Cause I know he knows blocking me hurt, yet he did it anyway. When he was down and sad I gave him all my love. Now he is the cause of my sadness and instead of giving me love, he gave me distance. I thought I was your world? Wow.