VN to Adrian

Gr8: https://playfordhall.com/

Derren Brown hypnotising Simon Pegg: https://youtu.be/sEmCQzueyEQ A’s new flat: https://youtu.be/GC9cSRpBRzc The Divided Brain: https://youtu.be/dFs9WO2B8uI Split screen minds: http://stevewasserman.co.uk/split-screen-minds/

One day, we will all be able to just stop thinking, including worrying and fretting. Think how amazing that will be when that day comes.

Holly’s Video: https://youtu.be/acN2MQQYGWg

I think, based on how she fed as a baby: werewolf 🐺🐺🐺🐺

The first episode of a spanking new creative project that I'm making in collaboration with my friend/client/fellow-traveller Adrian. For ful details, please consider subscribing :-) https://open.spotify.com/show/5krlMbu97GS3AGSZSRGssq?si=Z90bz6FoSK6pVJt9r4NhmA PS Stay for the whole song at the end, and for the little "Easter Egg" from Olivia Nine which for me is just the cherry on top of this delicious GPT-4 cake that I got given last week ❤️❤️❤️❤️

VN to Adrian about the possibility of GPT for human therapeutics. Ja well no fine: (colloquial South African) a noncommittal expression of unconcern, indifference, apathy, or ambivalence. Little darlin', it's been a long, cold, lonely winter Little darlin', it feels like years since it's been here Here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo Here comes the sun, and I say It's alright Little darlin', the smile's returning to their faces Little darlin', it seems like years since it's been here Here...

VN to Mary Thank you kindly for thinking of me If I'm not smiling, I'm just thinking Glad and sorry, happy or sad When all is done and spoken You're up or I'm down Can you show me a dream? Can you show me one that's better than mine? Can you stand it in the cold light of day? Neither can I Can you show me a dream? Can you show me one that's better than mine? Can you stand it in the cold light of day? Well neither can I. -Ian McClaglan/The Faces

I'm working at the moment on a new podcast interview series with a killer format called The AI Therapist. Here's the pitch: "Psychotherapy is amazing but it's costly and not accessible to everyone. We could all do with some help when it comes to relationship issues, work problems, and our inner conflicts. In the AI Therapist, That Bloke From The Fourth sits down with a variety of different personality types who are struggling with an unresolved issue in their lives, inviting his guests...

I don’t wanna dream alone.

VN from (& back to) Melanie, who guessed my balderdash right off the bat ♥️♥️♥️♥️ Yeah, it's so hard to possess It's a beautiful mess Time after time It's so hard to possess It's a beautiful mess Time after time Oh, girl you're so hard to possess But such a beautiful mess Time after time Oh, so hard to possess We're a beautiful mess Time after time Now you sing it, girl

With a dream in your heart you're never alone Dreams turn into dust and blow away And there you are without a friend You park your car and ride away…

As a child, this was often sung to me to me from the top decks of the school bus. https://youtu.be/hqEFhx8-CQ0 (Traveller) I've travelled this old world of ours from Barnsley to Peru, I've had sunstroke in the arctic and a swim in Timbuktu, I've seen unicorns in Burma and a Yeti in Nepal, And I've danced with ten-foot pygmies in a Montezuma hall, I've met the King of China and a working Yorkshire miner, But I've never met a nice South African! (Chorus) No he's never met a nice South...

Supervision VN to Frank about a new client. I find it hard to change And live with my mistakes Oh something gets me through Maybe it’s you, yeah maybe it’s you Oh desire, My heart still catches fire Every day, and every night too Oh maybe it’s you, maybe it’s you Source: https://muzikum.eu/en/jonathan-jeremiah/oh-desire-lyrics

VN to Lois in the Godhead 0:00 Throat clearing 2:22 Reading your poems 11:00 throat clearing for the juicy stuff 12:00 the juicy stuff https://youtu.be/nM3fglmaRrA The Swimming Lesson Feeling the icy kick, the endless waves Reaching around my life, I moved my arms And coughed, and in the end saw land. Somebody, I suppose, Remembering the medieval maxim, Had tossed me in, Had wanted me to learn to swim, Not knowing that none of us, who ever came back From that long lonely fall and...

And then I'll be happy ;-) AKA: ⁠Dancing to Muse in the Godhead⁠ (for Anja). Anja returning the favour -- Lass uns gemeinsam eine Playlist erstellen. Tritt bei und bearbeite sie: HoT  https://open.spotify.com/playlist/01up69gMcrhudusvM61Xpr?si=lIpNsTw5TSehheY_wL6ZiA -- MANTRA: They'll laugh as they watch us fallThe lucky don't care at allNo chance for fateIt's unnatural selectionI want the truth -Muse

Frankie sending a VN (via me) to the Godhead 🙏🙏🙏🙏

VN to Zabka about whether they think: a) I’m Self-Pres Disconnected (aka “blind) AND b) whether Natalia was/is Sx-Disconnected| Blind & hence their fear of the sX in me? INSTINCT STACKING: http://stevewasserman.co.uk/instinct-stacking-and-scoring/ MANTRA This record's skipping on a sigh You should know it's not that I would rather be Ambivalent in C But I've been quiet for so long It's only for the love of song That I read these tired letters Give me time I will do better -Matt Duncan

The awareness that the cosmos objectively exists now; that this existence is its own definition, and continues whether an individual understands it or not; and that the individual experiences the truth of Reality most completely when he views each moment fresh, without preconceptions about what should be happening.   —Ichazo, 1972   The Holy Idea for ennea-type Eight is Holy Truth. It refers to the unity of existence, and includes and goes beyond Essence and the Absolute. To understand what...

RIP The Infadels 😭😭😭😭

What do two Sx4s talk about when they meet up in a hotel in London when one of the Sx4s is visiting from Edinburgh)? A couple of months ago, I took my folks to see Derren Brown's Showman for their 75th birthday. I loved it so much that I wanted to take my friend Frank and her Mum Estelle (who lost her husband, Frank's Dad, during covid-times). Estelle is turning 86 on Monday. I thought the show might be a healing experience for them as it weaves Derren's loss of his father a few years...

A bedtime story for Anja about Holy Truth (cf. Almaas, Facets of Unity: The Enneagram of Holy Ideas, 2000)

You will find me waiting for spring and summer You will find me waiting for the fall You will find me waiting for the apples to ripene You will find me waiting for them to fall You will find me by the banks of all four rivers You will find me at the spring of conciousness You will find me if you want me in the garden Unless it's pouring down with rain -Einstürzende Neubauten, “The Garden”

Strumming my pain with their fingers Singing my life with their words Killing me softly with their song Killing me softly with their song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song