If we were all created (event of birth and finitely once) as perfectly non-contingent upon God nor His forgiveness, than we are indeed and from our man-made dogmatic get-goes, self-created perpetual motion machines necessarily and by way of our own unbelievably "Christian" yet (absent Christ) conclusions, already separated from the Godhead of the Father, Christ the son, and the Holy Spirit without any need whatsoever of any further bible reading that is even in opposition of our very "Christian" labeled and highly senseless rebellion even when we're repeatedly told nothing can separate us from God's love. What's going on here? I've only recently became so miserable that I couldn't tolerate my own conclusions to finally say, 'piss on fear and on where this seeking will send me' to see the absurdity of something much worse than SIN as missing the point, but 44,000 de-nominations seemingly determined to send one another by inclusionary exclusiveness ALL to hell in one hand basket. The whole idea of repentance is wholly pointless because we fervently and religiously and predictably and theologically via culturally asinine conditioning by way of senselessly abstract and conceptually incoherent belief systems continuously find ourselves to be in need of absolutely nothing but any oldie yet newish 1 out of the laughably ludicrous 44,000 random belief systems systemically and increasingly schismatic addendums that are already outrageously self-referentially self-condemning collaboratively divisive Christian effort to pretty much say: "To Bloody hell with with renewing our minds and seeing truth. There is only truth regardless of who says it but debating with the Armenians and the Mormon Tabernacle Choir Members is a more favorable distraction. We can't find our denominational asses with both hands and a radar!" No one will say, there it is over there Jimmy, or no, that's it over there, Bobby Sue, "For the Kingdom of God is within you." We look for spoon feeding but not for a lick of common sense that Jesus made unbearably plain when He said: "If you being evil know how to give good things to your own children (HUGE HINT), how much more will God give truth and awareness to anyone who asks?" To continue to question "how could God love me?" after the experience of our own love towards our children as even pleaded by Jesus to see, isn't rebellion, it's just plain old ONE TRICK PONY stupidity. It's reminiscent of card board sandwich signs with, "God hates you." in Alabama. C'mon. We've surely come farther than this? Not enough uproar. Sound familiar? Judgmental people judge judgmental people. Thing is, they don’t think they’re judging people. They want to hate a person that they have been told they must always love. Generally a dad or brother or sometimes even a guilty person that hates the image of a person they see when they rarely look in the mirror. But then there’s a father figure they’ve been told about and a lot of people talk about all the time. It’s always talking about but you wonder at times when you forget that you’re supposed to be scared of this Almighty Big male authority figure, why this Almighty God who is said to be love has been described to you by another robed authority figurine clothed in one of hundreds of absurdly silly religious costumes attached to another meaningless label. Pastor or Reverend or Priest, Bishop, Prophet, Apostle, Deacon, Elder, or some other impressive title. After all, they’re the guys who have studied about God and they usually know everything about the God of grace and they’ll remind you to never use grace as a license to sin. By the way, sin literally means to miss the point. Missing the point of why we point fingers at people more than we really just see them as they are before we decide if they’re naughty or nice but we’re told to check twice