“2019 has been one of the worst years of my entire life. The pain I have felt was started Jan 1, 2019 with the same pain I started with Jan 1, 2020 from the same man. In the mix of that my ex husband suicided. My life has been filled with abandonment and people leaving (breaking up, dying, leaving, etc.) or neglecting my needs for their own and I am the one left to pick up myself alone. It’s horrible to start a new year and be in the same position you were emotionally. I broke down today at lunch and I asked God to show me mercy and grace for not trusting Him. Not only did He show me through ironically a man whom I met and wanted to date but rejected me, but now through this podcast. God is always near us and He NEVER forsakes us. His timing is perfect and I have to believe that hearing you both for the very first time through social media which has been haunting me (I deleted FB tonight right after I posted some stupid result of a silly game that referred to my ex who dumped me twice and I found this podcast actually). God is searching for his 1 from the 99 and that is me. I am so happy you guys made it a point to say FORGIVENESS is second to seeking Christ in the breakup. I certainly do not want to do that. But I am a child of God and I must forgive him. For my healing. It is time. I won’t carry bitterness with me on my journey any longer. I have a life to live for God now (returning back to it anyway) where a man is not welcome in my heart or mind at this time. It is time for healing and this podcast made that clear. Please keep this going! I’m so grateful to hear this message right now, today, in this moment. I am waking up with a new perspective tomorrow and I cannot wait to see what God puts on my heart now. Thank you! 10 ⭐️”
JmanzBeWorkinIt via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
01/04/20