This *nearly* unpublished SOLO episode is a window into Elena's inner hypochondriac yogi monologue. She shares how the state of the world has propelled her into a loop of anxiety. You too? One minute she's at peace like a monk meditating in a mountain cave, the next a small twinge of pain sends her hurtling towards doomsday thinking. In a world where our news cycle is constantly convincing us we may be dying (even if you're not sick!) how can we stay relatively sane and in sync with our own health sovereignty?  Instead, could this pervading fear of death be an invitation for deeper soul excavation? What are we actually afraid of? In lieu of optimistic New Years' resolutions, perhaps this is a time to make offerings at the altar of the dark mother. A time to seek solitude, introspection, and allowing past selves to die. A dreamtime-come-death-ritual.  -- or maybe for you, it is sparkly dresses, champagne, and that midnight kiss! Ain't no shame! This episode includes a 5 minute sound journey meditation at the end for you to tap into Elena's particular blend of soulful revelry.  Enjoy and may the odds be ever in your favor -- lol wtf. Love you 3  Show notes: Edited by Elena's Virgo Sun Written by Elena's Cancer Moon Produced by Elena's Leo Rising Support the show (https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/elenabox)