Hi Guys, I just want to note in the introduction I stutter and you will literally hear me say oh sorry and I didn't notice it until it was too late!! ughh forgive me. I am on time this week, but at what cost?! Trigger warning in general in this case for suicidal ideation, discussion on firearms, and domestic violence. If you know someone suffering mentally or emotionally please reach out too: https://988lifeline.org If you know anyone in a relationship that just seems dangerous or unhealthy please reach out to: https://www.thehotline.org all source material are on my website Ivanaestelle.com Check out True crime story time with Ivana Estelle on Facebook (haven't updated the name yet) honestly if you're still here reading this you deserve a medal. love ya! also @ivanaestelle and @ivanaestelletruecrime