In this heartfelt episode of the Twisted Twenties podcast, T. Louise sits down with her close friend and sister in faith, Makalah Kai, as they dive into a journey of purpose, healing, and resilience. Makalah shares her powerful testimony of choosing abstinence, breaking that vow, and the emotional aftermath that followed. They explore how sometimes our greatest growth comes through our deepest challenges and discuss the importance of obedience, even when it's tough, as part of walking in God’s purpose. Makalah opens up about the struggles she faced after breaking her vow, touching on themes of self-worth, shame, and the internal battle between flesh and spirit. They talk about how easy it is to slip into condemnation and the emotional toll that guilt and regret can take on one’s faith. Makalah reflects on how she found herself re-evaluating her actions and ultimately recommitting her heart and mind to God. Throughout the conversation, T. Louise and Makalah emphasize the role of God’s grace in their lives, especially when it comes to dealing with past mistakes. They remind listeners that God always meets us where we are, even in our lowest points, and how His love can help us rebuild confidence, purpose, and self-respect. Makalah also shares practical steps she’s taken to set boundaries and prioritize her spiritual journey, including the power of repentance, consistent prayer, and leaning on a supportive faith community. If you’ve ever struggled with maintaining a promise to yourself or to God, or if you’ve found yourself battling shame and seeking a fresh start, this episode will resonate deeply. Join us as we explore the importance of self-compassion, divine grace, and the relentless pursuit of God’s purpose for our lives. This episode is a testament to the fact that no matter how far we may stray, God’s love is unwavering, and His plans for us remain intact. ___________________________________ Follow Makaylah Kai on Social Media: Instagram: @themakalahkai https://www.instagram.com/themakalahkai/ Tik Tok: @themakalahkai https://www.tiktok.com/@themakalahkai Youtube: MakalahKai https://www.youtube.com/@TheMakalahKai Do you have a testimony or a story to share? Twisted Twenties is looking for guests if you would like to join me personally on the show, please send an email to [email protected] Stay up to date with me as I start my new content creator journey: Follow me on YouTube:  https://www.youtube.com/@iam.tlouise Connect with me on social media: Add & tag me on Instagram: @twistedtwentiespodcast & @iam.tlouise https://www.instagram.com/twistedtwentiespodcast/  https://www.instagram.com/iam.tlouise/ Check out the Twisted Twenties Website and Blog here: https://www.Twistedtwenties.org 📲Feel free to send me emails for advice, encouragement, or episode suggestions [email protected]