“I’ve been listening to this podcast for a while. I was so consumed by all the stories. And then i realized why, I ran across a note in my phone last week, stating that if I died, it was because of ******* I never saw it being “that” abusive, just crazy. How could I have experienced so much abuse and craziness and not recognized it. I think I shut it out for so long. My brain blocked it out. I was targeted, almost killed when he saw me on the road, and continued harassing at my home, sitting out front waiting for me to walk out my door. I had a complete restraining order and since looking through my phone I dated everything… every thing.
It’s like opening a door to a locked closet that your mind wanted to shut out. I’m happy now with a man who loves me but all of a sudden I remembering this horrible person. Has this happened to anyone else???
This man told me I was going to be dead. (Now that I recall) he had it out for me. I have the old messages I just discovered again, How did I forget this? Is this why I am the way that I am without even knowing it? Has anyone had the same awakening?”
Anna Pants via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
08/27/23