“This topic is very sensitive but, self hate is an episode I personally would like this because I used to have great self esteem but I can not stress how badly it has plummeted since I got older. I hate my body and hate myself for hating myself and it’s just a cycle of hate. I know there must be something good about me otherwise I wouldn’t have friends or family that love me, but I don’t see it. My parents don’t want me on social media or following most trends but that makes me feel good ( they don’t want trends to affect my mental health). I also am looked over by most because I’m the nerd, or I’m the innocent little girl meant to sit there and be pretty. I want to do coding, or astrophysics, engineering, or even mathematics, and my family support me fully but society doesn’t. I feel like I was a mistake because I don’t fit society’s toxic mold. I am also criticized for my hobbies and “ obsessions” like plushies, crocheting, science, and reading. I’m sorry for the rant but I needed to get this off my chest and I know other girls have a lot of the struggles.”
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United States of America ·
05/28/24