A lonely night she had some deep thoughts. Familiarity keeps company even if it's ill met. Trauma tied. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

A break in the depression and I decide to do a brief reading. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Lots of changes im being challenged. Great listen if you hate me. And yet, I'm resilient. I know the day after my worst looks better. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

I was so lost. Off centered. Weekend was rough. Returning home I felt I dropped. I am ready. Am I ready? I know to not decide anything in this condition. When I feel a need to cling to other, a monogamous hunger, means I am not centered. Hug trees and cried. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

I'm doing the opposite today of being depressed. What does me laughing and loving look like again? Just f*****g doing it. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Buddhist meditation/study weekend is here. Meditating for 7 hours a day, I'm experiencing hurt physically, mentally, emotionally. Have you sat for so long? I just left a session. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Wanting to wall up my heart, I sit with this discomfort. I'm not afraid of feeling this, you need not be afraid for me. Just sit and be with me while I watch this discomfort pass. I am okay with silence too, are you? If not, I have enough calm for two. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Lol --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Ef ego. Showing up like the Predator, you know from the movie. Outsmarting me thinking I'm dating doing fun experiments when same people, not available; surprise. I am tired of carrying that. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Email correction bcomingundone@gmail Difference between a really good bj from someone that's "meh",not your type vs. a "meh" decent bj from someone you love/care about. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Dreamt I gave a workshop about nre. New relationship energy- the phase that keeps us easily interested in other, the sexy sex in the relationship will never get better than this phase- just the tip, lightly and briefly tap into it and likely it won't run dry. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Feeling a bit lonely doing an 8 hour class online instead of turkey day. Instead breathe with me. Asmr maybe? --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Internal work and shadow is being exposed. Intimacy coach is helping me recognize. Surprisingly I do not cry in this episode (I've learned to grieve gently and briefly daily to lighten the loads). What does your internal reflection look like? What does that container for reflection look like? Gentle permission. Get and give back to me... --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:...

Fearful avoidant activated during an emotional hangover after a coaching session. Early buzzing in the audio when phone buzzed/vibrated. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Give me a sign you've received and enjoyed this, with Mmmmmemories of my last Halloween, I was mmmmmmoved to create a little treat, it's not a trick! Purrrre entertainment purrrrposes of course! Happy Samhain! Happy New Year! Light the Fire To quench the dark Open the hearth To heat the heart Bring the good even love to the bad May your health, happiness and places you call home this year be the best you've had. Peace, prosperity and dare I include penis and pussy! Thanks for...

Oy! I stutter, nsfw, trying something out. Asmr play session #73 --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Asmr style~ late last night a return home and a good morning nuzzle, you're my safe space~ I surrender. (trial) --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

Divine forced timeout, I'm on a journey healing my sexual orgasmic self; my thoughts, feelings and sensations around men. I had a no touch experience with another and an erotic touch class where all my body and I asked for was to have my hair brushed by a man. I listened to my body not wanting sexual touch nor give sexual touch- felt good to listen to my heart when possibly my sexual being desired for more. Perhaps this is a gentle union within me: my firey sexual almost insatiable being...

When shift happens it appears all is breaking down, I woke up with lyrics, the song Chasing Cars. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

I had a revelation. New dbt card reading. Thanks for being here listening to my brief stutter from excitement☆ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

More heart scars, had more loss. Maybe I sit in this and let it break me open more wide. Now when I make connection and intimate sexual connection, I will be with more presence not constricting with fear about an ending hurting. Maybe I'm afraid of this breaking me too apart. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/support

The porn phase is great but doesn't last. After is the real risk taking and where the work is. If there is enough connection for me in other areas aside from good sex I'm rolling up my sleeves and doing the work- mine. Working on my responding rather than reacting really taking long, hard looks in the mirror. Clearly I get lost in a disappointing thought and my avoidant makes an appearance. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support...

Woke up with Mooji on the mind. To not feed monkey mind and yet not turn it away, compassion for self. I've been finding tenderness for myself. First time in months I woke up without fear and with child like curiosity eager to see the signs the Universe does love me. A dbt card reading. I don't know where I'm going and it's okay to not know the how as long as I know know my why: love (safe space, compassion for self and others, see you and to be seen by you) Thanks for being here, until the...

Spiraled into unhealthy activities. Terrible background noise in the neighborhood. So maybe less will listen anyhow. I fell back into being servant to thoughts. Stuttered a bit. I would like to have space for us to divulge our shadow monsters and still hold other. I'm hurting from sexual trauma in need of ass'istance healing, maybe my cock worship is projection. I would love and fear for a man to hold space for me to be with my sexual body. I refuse to be jaded. Compassion and sympathy...

The song Wrapped Around Your Finger, by The Police played in my mind while waking this morning. At first I thought this was about my current D/s relationship but realize it's deeper...the tables have turned, servant becomes the Master! Come listen to this and my tics as I become more aware as I anal'ize this song! Thanks for being here~ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bcomingundone/message Support this podcast:...