Put on a costume and allowed myself to be part of the story - Number 10
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By now, I was starting to realize how much I kept myself back from really living. Trying to be invisible takes a lot of work and it’s exhausting. My fear of ridicule and judgment caused me to avoid and, therefore, miss out on so many moments throughout my day to day life. Instead, I was left with shame and disappointment. Pushing through that was so healing and I am quite grateful for #10 on my list...Put on costumes and allowed myself to be part of the story. 
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