Volunteered To Be A Beta For FanFic - Number 22
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My pattern was to agree to something or sign up for something and then panic and back out. I battled the anxiety of not knowing what I was getting into, not knowing if I would have a person I could rely on when I was there, whether I would do a good job at whatever it was, etc. This step was truly me going in blind knowing I would not have a safety net. I didn’t back out. I didn’t allow my anxiety to talk me out of it. I went all in and did number 22 on the list... Volunteered to be a Beta For Fan Ficti
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