Every single time I think things are about to get better or at least stay the same, it gets worse somehow.

After my mums marriage things pretty much didn’t stop getting worse , every disappointment killed a little part of me

This episode has mentions of physical violence: Viewer Discretion is advices. In todays episode you’ll come with me as I try to adjust to a new life without my mother, and the difficulties of never having a sense of stability.

The first ten years of my life were largely uneventful compared to what’s coming but still bizarre. Follow me as I recount memories from that time.