Amber Nicole (episode 71) reached out to me at a time when I was at my absolute lowest (~5 years ago).  She sat with me as I tried to untangle years of confusion, trauma, and deep, deep shame.  This is a conversation many years later where we discuss what those initial meetings were like and where we're both at now. We also discuss: feeling compassion for past selves; psychedelics; the grief walk; healing the inner child; learning to take love in; needing physical nurturing; relational healing; addiction; total despair; carrying trauma in the body; resentment; allowing emotion to ROLL through; running from love; being my authentic self; makin amends; therapy as an antiquated model of support; emotionphobia; believing painful stories about self; living on a challenging planet; and MUCH more. Buy MERCH: www.kyeplant.bandcamp.com SUPPORT via PATREON: www.patreon.com/feelinweird DONATE via Paypal Instagram: @feelinweirdpod Web: www.feelinweird.com Email: [email protected]