Part 1 of "Is This A Spiritual Awakening (or a mental breakdown)?!" (A short series during a period in my life where I am experiencing some kind of awakening/understanding of my self and the world I exist in (and aware that it MIGHT sound "crazy" to some people).  I discuss all sorts of silly/playful ideas about this idea of really FEELing everything): ideas like "maybe all this entire experience is IS a WAVE of FEELINGS and feeeeeling states?" I also talk about: CRYing while eating PIZZA; NOT fitting into the general humyn society (and being totally okay with that (finally)); finding belonging; mental illness; feeling TERRIFIED of love; sitting with the FEELING of love; fear of the LOVE inside of me; opening up as an act of surrender; to be REALLY seen and held; fear of DEATH; my challenging relationship with my dad; Processing grief; holding my self with compassion; feelings as beyond morality/judgement; and SO much more. Stay "tuned" for more episodes (which increasingly get weirder and weirder (and then maybe more and more normal?)) Support Feelin Weird on PATREON: www.patreon.com/feelinweird Buy M E R C H: www.kyeplant.bandcamp.com Donate via PAYPAL Instagram: @feelinweirdpod Web: feelinweird.com Email: [email protected]