“I have just been discarded and the light shown on the manipulation and the lack of love a care this person has for me is devastating. At first I was very much detaching with love bc I care deeply for them and just want them to address their issues and feel whole, even through the antagonization that was happening and then this person really went out of their way to hurt me very badly. I am having a very hard time not exposing who they are. But that makes me just as bad as them does it not? They are an avid social justice advocate and a high profile in the community of tattooing and admitted that they knew what they were doing and are just off to destroy someone else.
I hate that so much, I can get over my pain and grow through this as I accepted so much abuse bc of their trauma and excused it hoping they would get help if they felt safe and supported. why do I feel so strongly about wanting to expose them
For who they really are? It appears that everything they did was purely vindictive and calculated. I am so disappointed that the actions they took when discarding me are the ones they chose.”
Clark_00 via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
08/14/20