Your frustrations have intelligence. Your irritations are trying to tell you about what you want and what you don’t f*****g want anymore.  We shame ourselves for being irritated like we’re supposed to be "above” or “beyond” the truth of the body’s information.  Where there is frustration, there’s a desire underneath that’s being shamed.  Doors to Cave Space are now OPEN!  We begin October 22 through Scorpio season.  This is one of my mainstay experiential learning spaces and provides key...

Welcome to the sixth of 12 episodes where I unshame the houses of the chart with a different guest astrologer for each episode. My guest is Erin Kelley. A long-time member of my Magicians Table community, Erin is one of the most wise and knowledgable astrologers I’ve ever encountered! You can hear Erin and I discuss the 8th House in one of Moon to Moon’s most downloaded episodes here. To the ancients, the 6th House was called The House of Bad Fortune. Oh dear! We’re already in shame...

Every now and then I share what I call a "dark moon download." These are my favorite episodes of Moon to Moon. I share something coming through hot, and always what gets disseminated becomes part of a larger framing in my work.  In the one, I reference my intuition teachers: Mary Grisey and Deborah Kremins.  I also reference scholars of the Phenomenon that I love: Dr. Diana Pasulka (see her book American Cosmic), Dr. James Madden (see his book Unidentifed Flying Hyperobject), and Dr....

Welcome to the fifth of 12 episodes where I unshame the houses of the chart with a different guest astrologer for each episode.  My guest is Jonathan Koe. My student-turned-collaborator and dear friend, Jonathan is my favorite person on the planet to talk about astrology with!  To the ancients, the 5th House was called The House of Good Fortune.  Here we’re discussing how shame can show up in the department of life we call the 5th House, which includes:  - Children and generativity   -...

Welcome to the fourth of 12 episodes where I unshame the houses of the chart with a different guest astrologer for each episode.  My guest is Rebecca Padgett, who started as my student and is now someone I book readings with! To the ancients, the 4th House was called The Subterranean Place. Here we’re discussing how shame can show up in the department of life we call the 4th House, which includes:  the private self living space the foundation of the chart parents / caregivers the family...

Welcome to the third of 12 episodes where I unshame the houses of the chart with a different guest astrologer for each episode.  My guest is Suprasensory Shahir, who is someone I have long respected as an astrologer and diviner. Do not miss their lunar reels! Here we’re discussing how shame can show up in the department of life we call the 3rd House, which includes:  - siblings, relatives, friends, neighbors - travel and short journeys - neighborhood, community, immediate environment -...

What the energetic consequences of straining to get someone to understand you? If someone wants to understand you, they will. If someone doesn't want to understand you, they won't. Letting go of the struggle to be understood is an act of love. For yourself and for others. We can only understand someone else's point of view if we currently have the capacity to tolerate another viewpoint. Since we do not have control over another's capacity, we cannot control or manage how they understand...

My guest this episode is my longtime community member Ashley Estabrook aka Witches For Hope⁠, previously known as Witches for Bernie. Witches for Hope has grown to nearly 40K followers in Instagram, with a genuinely loving and loyal community of big-hearted, radical witches. Ashley and I go way back, which we share about in the conversation. Some questions I had for Ashley: - What is the story of Witches for Hope? - What does WFH mean to you today? - What is it like being the steward...

In the episode, I welcome back my channeling mentor Mary Grisey. Mary came on earlier this year in an episode called "Remembering Your Gifts," which is one of M2M's most downloaded for 2024. Mary is a wondrously wise and expansive being and I always get very excited to hang out with her. Mary Grisey is a psychic medium, multidimensional channeler and visual artist based in Los Angeles, California. She has been connected to the unseen world ever since she can remember and works closely...

Welcome to the second of 12 episodes where I unshame the houses of the chart with a different guest astrologer for each episode.  My guest is Sabrina Monarch, who M2M listeners will remember for our potent conversation on Pluto and the Notes from Episode 120.    Here we’re discussing how shame can show up in the department of life we call the 2nd House, which includes:  Livelihood, money  Resources, resourcing, resourcefulness  Assets, possessions Shelter, food, bank account  ...

My guest this episode is the wondrous Maria Minnis, whose Instagram feed is one of my favorite's. I invited Maria to come talk about her new book Tarot for the Hard Work and then it became so much more than that. Maria Minnis is an unapologetically Black, Jewish, and queer tarot reader of 20+ years who teaches people about blending their spirituality with magic, liberation work, and eroticism in their everyday lives. She believes that the end result of all magic should be to cultivate a...

“Are you mad at me?” “Am I (Are we) ok?”  “I think there’s something I did wrong.”  “There’s something I am supposed to be doing right now.”  “I should have done more.”  “I know I’m right.”  We all know and carry unique frequencies of hypervigilance - bracing for problems and the scanning for threats in the environment and relationship.  My very dear friend Natasha Levinger is also my teacher and energy healer, and she returns to M2M for her FIFTH time to talk about the nuances of...

My foundational course MOON TO MOON is back this fall. If you love this podcast, I encourage you to give this one a listen even if you've already taken it. I get into the invitation of Moon to Moon as a way of being, which is the spirit of this space. I loved making this one for you. Enjoy! If this experience is calling to you, check out the course page and mark the calendar for enrollment dates. Doors open for Early Bird pricing Aug 16-19 and then regular enrollment lasts Aug 20-Sept 3....

I am so proud to be initiating this new series - UNSHAMING THE HOUSES - with my friend Jeff Hinshaw. Let's dive in! To learn more about this project, and more about my work on shame, tune in to the episode right before this one: "Grief is the New Shame." I forgot to mention in the intro that we had had an internet glitch right at the beginning, but I didn't edit it out because it's cute and human. Jeff Hinshaw, the founder of “Cosmic Cousins,” has made several contributions to the world...

I HAVE A BIG ANNOUNCEMENT INSIDE! I can't wait to share. The title of this episode came through as I was sharing how it's my feeling that underneath the shame we carry is grief. The grief of the younger self that the world didn't appear to be a place to hold the generosity of nuance, of complexity, of paradox. A place of compassionate listening and curiosity. Grief that we have to be either good or bad. Grief that can't just be our whole selves. It's my hypothesis that it was easier to...

Astrology is human and nonhuman. This is a dark moon download at the close of the lunar cycle that began in Gemini. Gemini is The Twins. A mortal brother and an immortal brother. Human and nonhuman. ENJOY!!!! +++ Podcast art Angela George. Podcast music Jonathan Koe.

This is the final of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors Mars! My chart ruler! Beloved beloved beloved. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠. WE BEGIN THIS THURSDAY, JUNE 20! Year One is not an Astrology 101. This...

This is the sixth of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors The Moon! Celebrating the Moon on Moon to Moon! I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠. WE BEGIN THIS THURSDAY, JUNE 20! Year One is not an Astrology 101. This...

This is the fifth of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors The Sun. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠⁠⁠⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠⁠⁠⁠. WE BEGIN JUNE 20! Year One is not an Astrology 101. This is for all levels of astrological knowledge and...

This is the fourth of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors Saturn. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠⁠⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠⁠⁠. WE BEGIN JUNE 20! Year One is not an Astrology 101. This is for all levels of astrological knowledge and practice....

This is the third of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors Venus. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠⁠. Year One is not an Astrology 101. This is for all levels of astrological knowledge and practice. Year One is more of an...

This is the second of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. This episode honors Jupiter. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how the series is landing. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in ⁠Emergence Astrology Year One⁠. This is not an Astrology 101. This is for all levels of astrological knowledge and practice. Year One is more of an...

This is the first of 7 episodes where I celebrate what I love about each of the traditional 7 planets. It felt important to begin with Mercury, as Mercury is the patron of astrology. I trust you will find someone special for you in each of these. Let me know how it landed. If my approach to astrology resonates with and speaks to you, I invite you to consider joining us in Emergence Astrology Year One. This is not an Astrology 101. This is for all levels of astrological knowledge and...