Mersh is starting to make me feel like Björk. After dissecting Revenge Of The Cis' first appearance on Elijah Schaffer's show, Mersh decided to dramatically shave his head bald, and show the true MONSTER within. Now, after a second appearance on Eljiah's show, Hollywood Mersh is melting down. He's down bad from gambling, living paycheck-to-paycheck off of Nightwave Radio, and going live, teetering from the edge of his Florida motel balcony, begging for money so he can attend his sister's funeral. But his sister isn't the only ghost Mersh must contend with, because he sees the specter of PODAWFUL looming in every shadow, in every crevice, in every live chat... and it all breaks down when he starts reminiscing about what his uncle did to him all those years ago... PLUS: Redbar caught live in 4K wearing his trademark diapers. https://podawful.com/posts/2475 Get the POD AWFTER SHOW with Mersh's HORRIBLE confession and going Country on Comedy Shaman only in the PIZZA FUND: https://podawful.com/posts/2476 VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHhvvtToo6s  PODAWFUL is an anti-podcast hosted by Jesse P-S