glare of the sunny Saturday is softened  by the golden wings of my Hawk Husband  by the deep blue Stargate of Orion that is above even the Sun  by the kindness of the Sky Grandmothers  and the welcome of my Medicine families  of the open plains and rolling hills of the bright daylight

there is a bird she scurries along besides me through the underbrush  as I walk along the dirt path I stop to speak of my Love for her  I offer my Blessing and receive hers

keep dropping in, and emptying out until there is nothing left  but the intimacy of the joining with the One empty shell

the suffering structures have a right to exist  it is not mine to try to fix them, it is mine to not suffer with them  it is mine to be the Fusion of Sun and Moon  and walk with Peace and Courage down the street

almost insatiable desire to ravage you receiving the impact of this I soften the animal of my womanly body the knowing of his lusting after me, that is not his Prayer I bow at the altar of what is True 

I remember my Beauty with the Music  I remember my Love with the Breath. with the pulsations of the Song,  I remember who I Am. I remember the Love that I Am  I remember the Grace that I Am   opening hidden codes of the Matri-Christic Grail lineage

I want to rush headlong over the edge of the cliff after him  or the projection of him, or the ghost of him  or the habit of my own suffering, but the Angels hold me back

I attached to him through my core wound, and it is insecure  it is suffering as it unwinds  I am split into thousands of fragments  I Pray for the help to gather myself back together  to remember my Wholeness  though I can look directly into the face of another human and hold their hand  and I am so deeply present, tears spilling over from my eyes

Woman is Dakini, but more than that   Dakini is Woman and must be worshiped as such

it’s all in the eyes where they are looking, who and what they are looking at and how the trick is to look gently from deep inside yourself,  bring awareness there first  photo this episode by Anna Gaschino

I must grieve the loss, even if it is a perceived one   I must pass through the shaking and humbling of the fear even though it is not ultimate truth, it is true for the human  it is true for the woman

I taste the one drop of salt in the entire ocean  I know the frequency of your soul from all others

firefly, stars in my tail, lightning bug spiraling around, creating shapes and patterns  the movement ascends through the celestial corridor  and descends into the womb of the mother  hips spiraling to facilitate the tail  photo this episode by Radim Schreiber

spiraling double helix of the DNA spiraling double helix of the serpents up the spine in black and gold 

you be the white Seed Essence of the Masculine  and I will be the red Blood Essence of the Feminine  together we are eternally wed as the Indestructible Bindu Fire Dragon Water Lotus

Magic and Miracles are simply things  that are beyond the human understanding  a change in consciousness is required  breathe into the central channel as the Initiate photo this episode by Anna Gaschino

black is a color, it is the color of the moon  the color of the serpent on the lunar side  look for the light there and you will find it  sun and moon are inseparable photo by buzzybee on freeimages

it has finally emerged, been born, the Prayer for my life  the Prayer that has been hiding for eons  the deepest yearning of my Innocent Heart 

love of the female body, love of the male body  and the lovemaking between them  love of the Body of the Mother and all her creations   enthusiasm of the love of the Body and the love of Humanity  

the Love of the One Body of Sophia Christ Light  we no longer hide this or keep it secret  it is all revealed and out in the open  

white bindu of the Masculine, of the North and the crown  red bindu of the Feminine, of the South and the root

the Love comes in, this way, and that  up through the kundalini micro wormhole  directly awakening through the codes  in the earth elements of my body  down through my crown from above 

Incarnation, the birthing into form through unconscious habit  Manifestation andCreation, the birthing into form through diligent practice and abiding focus on alignment with the sacred shapes of my highest destiny cover photo this episode by Anna Gaschino

there is a battle going on in my head center, which is really my body  a battle between man and woman, between masculine and feminine red death and white glare, it is a battle of blame and shame  a battle of desire and yearning, of grasping and aggression  the only medicine for this battle is the Kundalini that is Bodhicitta  cover photo this episode by Anna Gaschino