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Published 09/11/24
Published 09/11/24
In the Season 2 finale of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Survivors," Ashleigh and Mattie take a moment to reflect on the impact of their podcast. They read heartfelt letters and reviews from listeners who share how the stories and discussions have affected their lives. This episode serves as a powerful reminder of the podcast's mission and the community it has built, bringing Season 2 to a meaningful close.  #podcast #truecrimepodcast #cultsurvivor #spiritualabuse #religiousabuse...
Published 09/04/24
In Episode 43 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Guardians of Purity," Jessica Lasiter concludes her story for Season 2. She recounts her difficult exit from Crusade Church, her return after 5.5 years, and the alarming red flags she began to notice. Jessica describes the troubling new dynamics between the Pastor and certain members, which only grew more intense as "The Love Move" took hold. This episode offers a powerful reflection on Jessica's journey and the unsettling changes within...
Published 08/28/24
In Episode 42 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Den of Wolves," Jessica Lasiter continues her gripping story, detailing the events leading up to her decision to leave Crusade Church in 2013. Jessica shares the growing realization of the toxic environment she was in, describing how the church, once her sanctuary, had become a "den of wolves." This episode delves into the final moments that pushed her to break free from the cult and reclaim her life. #TrueCrime #CultSurvivor #Podcast...
Published 08/21/24
In Episode 41 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "On an Island," Jessica Lasiter recounts the intense 40 Days & 40 Nights involving Chelsie and Mattie, and the turbulent aftermath. As Chelsie ultimately decides to leave Crusade Church, Jessica reflects on the isolation she felt, describing how she was left to fend for herself, feeling like she was "on an island" alone. This episode offers a poignant look at the emotional fallout and the challenges of standing alone in a fractured...
Published 08/14/24
In Episode 40 of The Cult Next Door Podcast Mattie and Ashleigh are joined by their sister-in-law Jessica Lasiter. Jessica shares her unique perspective on growing up within the Crusade Church cult, offering an intimate look at the challenges and experiences of living under the influence of the group's teachings from a young age. Her story provides a compelling exploration of the impact of the cult on her childhood and development, shedding light on the complexities of life within Crusade...
Published 08/07/24
In Episode 39 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Limitless," Liz returns to share pivotal moments that marked the decline of Crusade Church and her eventual departure. She recounts the unraveling of the cult, highlighting the critical events and revelations that exposed the group's true nature. As Liz reflects on the end of the church and its disintegration, she provides a compelling narrative of liberation and the courage it took to leave behind a life of control and...
Published 07/31/24
In Episode 38 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "End Time Training," Mattie's wife, Liz, joins the podcast to share her insights and experiences with "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. As a previous guest, Liz delves into the intense indoctrination and manipulative tactics disguised as spiritual preparation for the end times. Her perspective sheds light on the personal impact of "The Love Move" and the challenges of navigating life within the cult. This episode offers a compelling and...
Published 07/24/24
In Episode 37 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Spilling The Tea" hosts Ashleigh and Mattie take a break from storytelling to answer listener-submitted questions about the podcast and the captivating narratives shared so far. They provide insights, behind-the-scenes details, and personal reflections, offering a deeper understanding of the experiences and revelations discussed throughout Season 2. This engaging Q&A session gives listeners an opportunity to connect with the hosts and...
Published 07/17/24
In the final installment of Blake Moorer's harrowing journey, Episode 36 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "The Immature Bride," Blake delves into the decisive events that ultimately led to his departure from Crusade Church. Blake recounts how the increasingly graphic Song of Solomon-based language used to describe "The Love Move" pushed the movement to new extremes. The episode also highlights the escalating intensity of the Pastor's relationship with an unmarried younger woman, whom he...
Published 07/10/24
In Episode 35 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Intense Gaze," Blake Moorer continues his gripping account of life within Crusade Church in this second installment of a three-part series. As "The Love Move" gained momentum, Blake details the Pastor's ever watchful eye and intense gaze, which grew more unsettling as the movement progressed. Initially, the cult leader assured members that they need not worry because the "fiery arrow" from the Lord would strike them with God's pure love....
Published 07/03/24
In Episode 34 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "All Of The Magic," former member Blake Moorer returns to discuss the harrowing intensity of "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. Blake reveals how "The Love Move" was becoming increasingly physical in nature, with the leader introducing new revelations from God that starkly contradicted the Bible and the church's long-standing teachings. Blake shares the pivotal moments and revelations that led him and his family to ultimately break free...
Published 06/26/24
In episode 33 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, "When Religion Hurts You: with Dr. Laura E. Anderson", hosts Mattie and Ashleigh welcome first time guest Dr. Laura Anderson to the CND conversation. Dr. Anderson is a psychotherapist, trauma resolution and recovery coach, educator, and creator who specializes in complex trauma with a focus on domestic violence, sexualized violence and religious trauma.  She is the founder and director of the Center for Trauma Resolution and Recovery, an online...
Published 06/19/24
In Episode 32 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "A Demon Named Pretense," Michael "Sandy" Sandow concludes his harrowing account of life within Crusade Church. Sandy describes the escalating paranoia of the leader, who began sharing increasingly frequent and bizarre visions and prophecies he claimed were from God. The leader insisted that high-ranking demons, and even Satan himself, were trying to kill him, revealing the depths of his delusions. Sandy also speaks about the shifting...
Published 06/12/24
In Episode 31 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Cloaks of Humility," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh are joined once again by former Crusade Church member Michael "Sandy" Sandow. Sandy recounts the early days of "The Love Move" and the increasingly uncomfortable positions that members found themselves in as the movement gained momentum. The episode delves into the cult leader's insistent push for "The Love Move," urging members to disregard appearances and embrace a new level of physical...
Published 06/05/24
In the concluding chapter of Chelsie's Crusade Church saga, Ep.30 "Let Us Love On You" of The Cult Next Door Podcast, Chelsie recounts a chilling encounter with Pastor Larry. In a final attempt to lure her back to the church, Larry invites Chelsie to meet in his home, cloaking his manipulation in a guise of concern, love and affection. As Chelsie describes the unsettling meeting & the seeminly new direction the church has taken, listeners are drawn into her growing sense of unease and...
Published 05/22/24
In a gripping continuation of Chelsie's journey, Ep.29: "Never Good Enough delves deeper into the events leading up to her eventual exit and the aftermath of her departure from Crusade Church and the painful repercussions that followed. As Chelsie confronts the harsh reality of being ostracized by friends and family, listeners are invited to witness her resilience and determination to forge a new path forward. Chelsie shares the emotional toll of losing her support network and grappling with...
Published 05/15/24
In "The Devil's Playground," listeners are drawn into the harrowing tale of teenage romance turned catastrophic within the confines of Crusade Church and the Lasiter Family. This installment serves as a companion piece to Episode 8, "Forty Days & Forty Nights," offering a new perspective on the events previously recounted by co-host Mattie. Chelsie Ryan, the teenage girl at the center of the storm, steps forward to share her firsthand account of the enduring impact these events have had...
Published 05/08/24
In episode 27 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Embracing the Self: Enneagram Insights," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh continue their eye opening conversation with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, in Part 2 of this enlightening 2 part series. This episode delves into the themes of self-awareness and emotional health within the context of high control groups. The discussion begins with Lindsay explaining the importance of recognizing and expressing our emotions, particularly anger, as a healthy part of...
Published 05/01/24
In episode 26 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled “Inside the Enneagram: Understanding Cult Influence”, hosts Mattie and Ashleigh dive into the world of cults and undue influence with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, who brings her expertise in utilizing the Enneagram within her counseling practice. In Part 1 of this two part series, Lindsay sheds light on how susceptibility to high control groups intersects with Enneagram types, highlighting the connections between personality traits and...
Published 04/24/24
In the gripping follow-up to "Snake Oil Salesman," Ep.25 "Red Flags" continues David's narrative as he grapples with the aftermath of uncovering the true nature of Pastor Larry and the toxic environment within Crusade Church. With a newfound sense of clarity, David embarks on a journey of liberation, determined to navigate the treacherous waters of disillusionment and rebuild his life outside the confines of the church. He recounts the emotional turmoil and challenges he faced in coming to...
Published 04/17/24
In Episode 24 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Snake Oil Salesman," hosts Mattie, and Ashleigh delve into David Brown's personal journey within the confines of Crusade Church. Initially, David had believed the pastor to be a brother in need of support and encouragement, but over time, he came to a startling realization. Through introspection and observation, David uncovers the true nature of the pastor: a malignant narcissist adept at manipulating the emotions and beliefs of his entire...
Published 04/10/24
In episode 23 of "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh tackle listener questions, offering insights into personal experiences with cults and the psychology behind group dynamics. They also provide a glimpse into what's to come in Season 2, promising discussions on charismatic leaders and manipulation within cults. With their informative yet engaging approach, the podcast continues to shed light on the intriguing world of cults.
Published 04/03/24
Season 2 coming April 2024! - Season 1 is complete & now Ashleigh & Mattie will be prepping and recording for Season 2. Stay tuned for more updates & be sure to follow us on Instagram & Tiktok for videos from upcoming episodes!
Published 01/31/24