Hey beautiful souls!  Welcome to episode 26 which just so happens to be my first UNCUT (unedited) episode! In this wild one hour episode we’re gonna talk all about how my soul is horny vs my body & sometimes it’s reverse. My odd date with a 21 years old Good morning vs grand rising Shop from my vegan self care line:  https://www.loveatiya.com/ethereal  Non goal oriented touch & dissociation Article read in the podcast:...

Sucking D*ck In The Bathroom & Spring Break Although A LOT went down between February - May this was probably one of the best and most fun times of my life. In this episode you’ll hear all about:  How I met my narcissistic ex: The origin story (everything you would’ve seen in pure the series season 2)The time I was a side chick The most ratchet spring break of my life The guy that bit my clitCLICK TO WATCH PURE SEASON 1: https://youtu.be/MHQF64LueSA?si=hsWiQnaNoZ4lzhmh  Want some advice...

HEY BEAUTIFUL SOULS! Today’s episode is all about the webseries I premiered in 2018 about my tragic love life called “Pure The Series”. How I had to fire almost my entire cast and crew of season 1 before reshooting it all. We’ll also talk all about how I met my ex and became a “man stealer” as well as how I navigated love and friendship upon moving to Atlanta. CLICK TO WATCH PURE SEASON 1: https://youtu.be/MHQF64LueSA Want some advice or to share a fun sex story? Submit your questions &...

HAPPPPY SZNNNN 2 BABEEEESSSS & HAPPY VIRGOOOO SEASONNNN!  I am so grateful for you all and have been planning this episode for a while! I hope you love it as much as I love you. This episode is gonna be all about when, why and how I moved to Mexico & I’ll be answering some questions that were sent to me How Secret Garden Pole changed my life & relationship with sensuality  POLE & SENSUAL DANCE CLASS SIGN UP: https://www.sgpole.com The time a guy brought a gun to my house and...

It’s my mf birthday!  Happy Virgo season babesssss! In this episode we’re gonna do a deep dive and talk about: Jamaican hand jobs, my first kiss & sharing my virginity.  No longer needing birthday validation! Living fearlessly & knowing I’m protected. Panic attack vs anxiety attacks. My dream of delusion. Why I was gatekeeping my experience living abroad. Living & dating abroad. I’m on cameo (I got accepted which means I’m legit a celebrity now) ❤️ The humane lizard chase. &...

In todays episode we’re gonna talk about: How I’m full of shit (sliding in DM’s shooting my shot not my friendship shot)  Navigating feeling alone How I thought I broke my p*ssy. My August detox: No social media No men No porn Eat fruit every day  I cut my hair! The time a bartender scammed me in the club. How I almost ended my celibacy journey. & more Sex toy shoutout: the vibe pad 2 from https://www.shopsedure.com use the code LOVEATIYA for 15% off. Thank me later! Plant medicine...

WE MADE IT TO EPISODE 20 YALL! Wait until you see what’s planned for the season finale!  Until then let’s catch up! Let’s act like you’re my therapist. In this episode we’re gonna do a weekend update and talk about how I survived a 4 day weekend! -clarify those weren’t my panties in my hand in the cab  -after hours club  -basketball game  -manifesting things in my life  Let’s talk about my new rules for sex: no sex when I’m drunk unless I decided I wanted to have sex before then Take a...

BOY DID I HAVE A TIME LAST NIGHT! In today’s episode we talk about: How I’m mad thick  Keke Palmer & her “man”  Dating insecure men (DDG & Halle) The abduction of Carlee Russell  Suki and the sexual assault (being sex positive and still having the rights of consent) Living abroad with atiya  The best weekend ever while living out the country  I had to cut the ads because I ran out of time BUT! Sex toy shoutout: the magic wand by https://www.shopsedure.com and use...

This storytime brought back major flashbacks (some bad but mostly good) I’m taking applications for anyone who wants to press on my feet’s pressure points! Don’t judge the audio as I was trying out something new with video and audio and it got complicated but the stories so good you won’t even give a f*ck about the audio. Also if anyone knows how to fix this Lmk and I’ll reupload it!  In this episode we talk about: Spending pride abroad How my hoe phase got toxic real fast The time a...

Besties, it’s time to talk about my toxic relationship, how I left my narcissistic partner and how to recognize unhealthy patterns in hetero and queer love. This weeks episode includes: A chat about that poly couple on Tiktok The moment I knew it was time for me to leave my abusive relationship (after years of enduring a lot of sh*t) How to be a supportive friend & not an abuse enabler How to spot gaslighting and navigating a narcissistic partner The ultimatum queer love reunion break...

In This Episode We Touch On Many Many JUICY Topics Such As: Gentle reminders you need therapy  NEW SEGMENT: “Atiya dates… sike” Never feeling lonely again  Healing from low self esteem  The time my ex made me dress like a bum  Dating men can be low vibrational  Being lowkey touch deprived  Liking me for me? Or liking me for clout?  P*ssy talk: let’s break some myths surrounding squirting  STAY TUNED TO THE END TO HEAR A MAAAAJOOOOR ANNOUNCEMENT !!!!!!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THE SNAIL...

HAPPY MASTURBATION MAY BABIESSSSS! In this episode we’re gonna talk about all things MASTERBATION! We’ll also talk about: Eating ass Orgasming in my sleep The first time I ever experienced “squirting”  Sex toy suggestions & how to experience different kinds of orgasms with each toy How a brand stole my content and videos for their own financial gain How I may or may not be missing intimacy  Finding balance in setting boundaries and ending suffering in people pleasing  LET’S TALK!...

WARNING: if you are struggling with suicidal ideation the end of this episode may help you or trigger you. The first part of the episode is all about how I am no longer trying to PROVE my depression to the people in my life and tools I’m using to heal my mental health. We’ll practice breathwork before touching on these deep topics & I’ll share some tools that are helping me grow through my journey with my mental health. Listen at your own digression or feel free to come back when you feel...

I LOVE THIS EPISODE SO MUCH! As always we transparently talk about all things taboo and bring light to things such as: Navigating depression after moving How pads are most literally killing us & healthier alternatives Friends who like to steal “my men” Airport trauma Shaking orgasms & more Trigger warning: There is a slight mention of DV as I talk about the steps i’m taking to disconnect from my ex (it’s quick) but I still wanted to give a heads up for those who may be in different...

CIAO MY LOVES! In this weeks episode we do a deep deep dive and have A LOT to catch up on. Let's chat about: Why white people can’t talk to me for 4-5 weeks My first experience with vibrating panties (USE CODE: LOVEATIYA for 15% off your vibrating panties! LINK: https://www.shopsedure.com/products/companion-vibe?_pos=1&_sid=b21a4c54c&_ss=r ) Emmett Till and my trip to Mississippi  Updates about moving abroad Getting tf out of America  Walking 500 miles to shoot my shot in 99 degree...

Ciao Babes, I am back from Mexico and have sooooo many updates to share with you all! I have learned A LOT since i’ve been gone so in today’s episode we’re gonna talk all about: Why your vagina may have bumps (aka glands). Women’s history facts and how men used to put leeches on women’s vulvas and anus to quell “hysteria”. The time I fell in love (delusionally.) How I didn’t know cocaine came from a plant! The difference between STD’s & STI’s  & the best ways to protect...

Heyyy beautiful souls! GUESS WHO’S IN MEXICO FOR THE WEEK! I’m so excited for this episode and it actually might be one of my favorites. In today’s episode we talk about: Leaving my job that was no good for my mental health & taking a leap of faith Genital smells and what they mean BV, Yeast Infections & More We have a black history sex fact because it’s black history month for me every month How our ancestors created birth control  My second lesbian experience with a poly...

Thriving Beyond Friendship Trauma, Moving Out The US & Lesbian Crushes Ya’ll tell me why I thought today was sunday LMAO Anyways happy MONDAY. We are back with another installation of The Love Atiya Experience and this time we’re talking about… How I’m Considering ASMR  Visitor Anxiety & A Rant About New York Detoxing from the US Healing from Toxic friendships Talking shit and getting my diary ready at CAMP! The Time I Got Cursed Out On The Phone & More Ya'll I...

I wanna say "happy love day" but in my world, every day is love day. Can we talk about the STRESS that we endure during this time of year trying to make sure we are pleased or pleasing others. It's exhausting but it doesn't have to be. Valentines day can be a beautiful and non-triggering day if we practice the self love techniques suggested in this mini episode. If you're in the mood to treat yourself to a new sex toy or want to try a toy for the first time I recommend heading to...

CIAO BEAUTIFUL SOULS! Welcome To Another Episode Of The Love Atiya Experience! This week's episode is packed with a LIFE CHANGING ANNOUNCEMENT, how I had THE MOST amazing orgasm while listening to music, a conclusion to a very very long storytime and reflections on my amazing experience in Orlando at a podcast conference! I also introduce my newest segment “Sex Positive Black History Facts” where I talk about everything melanated and liberated! Trigger warning! I’m gonna give ya’ll...

Wooooh chile this story is a DOOZY and is so hard to keep up with but if you’ve made it this far then I am sooooo proud of you. Besties this story showcases how I was lost and confused and lovestarved all in the same breath, I give myself A LOT of grace lol It’s almost like a "who done it" kinda story with a plot that keeps getting thicker and thicker. Believe it or not this messy story contributed tremendously to my growth looking back on it. In this episode I also talk about my...

I'M BACCCCCCCCK! Happy 2023 my loves! I just touched down from THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC and me and my tan are ready to spread some love! This break was so needed and I couldn't be more excited to serve you all up with brand new stories and crazy life updates. Today's episode focuses on navigating traveling with friends and lowkey falling in love on vacation. I speak VERY TRANSPARENTLY about the best oral I ever received while I was vacationing in Mexico and give you all of the deets...

WELCOME TO EPISODE 5! Ohhhhhh my goodness were five episodes in and have billions of episodes to go! In this episode we’re gonna discuss A LOT… including: - Seasonal affective depression - How I turned myself on the other day randomly  - My first pole dancing experience with @lacypoles and I discuss “tapping into my inner sexy” - Painful sex experiences and why we don’t speak up when it’s painful (and how to change that)  - Setting boundaries and why you need to. And how I fell...

HELLO BEAUTIFUL SOULS! Welcome to yet another episode of The Love Atiya Experience! In this episode we do a deep dive into my very first lesbian “relationship”, exploring the world of polyamory, growing through/surviving drama with my step-family and how my ex thought I was too disgusting to cuddle with. We also touch a little bit on painful sex but I plan on TRULY diving into that topic for my next episode. I’ve received so many inquiries on where I get my toys from and if I can give...

YES. You read that right. I promise the title will make sense by the end of the episode LOL I was also so inspired by my most recent viral Tiktok videos about Disassociating during sex I figured why not have a super transparent conversation on the pod and chat about the ways I believe trauma has contributed to me not being able to be in the moment during sex. In this episode I also touch on the time when I was 12 years old and got my heart RIPPED OUT and was completely embarrassed in...