We are back! In this episode you will hear why I was gone for.....ohhhh you can look at the episode guide. Sometimes life just kicks ya where the GOOOOOOD LORRDDD SPLIT YA and I've been taking care of my heart and my needs. And it's been a journey to say the least. I unpack that a little in this episode but I'm sure there will be MUCH more to unpack as I continue to figure out what my purpose is and what I want. And if you are struggling with that part of your life too... my love, you are not...

On this episode of Ohh, I’m Lonely! and the second episode of Pride Month (💖🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️) I am delighted to have my internet (now IRL) friend Miki Abraham-Grayson (who has since gotten married since we recorded!!) on the show. Miki (she/they) is an actor and self esteem/career coach. Currently they are part of the cast of the Tony nominated musical Shucked! She is a swing and the first cover for the “Independently Owned” Lulu. A force to be reckoned with onstage and off. I am so grateful to have...

You read that right! I am about to turn 34 and I only have been authentic to who I am for a little over 2 years now. It's wild but I am so proud of the women I am becoming everyday. Resilient. Soft. and Strong as hell. Happy Pride Month my fellow queer bebes. I love you. Times feel scary and s****y for us, the hate is LOUD but we are LOUDER and PROUDER by just being ourselves. This is a safe place for you. I hope you connect with this episode and feel as much passion as I did while making...

I am SO DELIGHTED to have my best fweeend Lindsay Pearce on the podcast today. You know her from conquering the Broadway stage as the Green Girl in Wicked, and you can catch her flipping the bird and making you feel bad ass just as you are as Janis Sarkisian in the National Tour of Mean Girls and much much more. Lindsay and I just sat, ate, cackled like old broads, and chatted all things lonely but also HOW FREAKING RICH LIFE CAN BE! And how loneliness doesn't have to be a negative aspect to...

Cheers to all that we Loved, Learned, and Loathed in 2022! After a solid soft launch of “Ohh, I’m lonely” we are summing up the year in a model closely related to many videos on my YouTube Channel. I  did this video for a few years and it just felt fitting to bring it back but in podcast form.  I go through some deep, and seriously not so deep things that have stuck with me over the year 2022 and hopefully beyond. We are constantly growing and changing and evolving and I hope I continue to...

Hey beebeess! The podcast lives on BUT we are going to go Bi-weekly until I figure more out about how these episodes are going to flow and BEEE.  I can't wait for the future of this podcast. The guests we will have. The people we will connect. The stories we will share. Thank you for coming along and helping me feel a little less lonely.  I freakin love you!  If you have any stories or thoughts you want to share about this episode, or a more general topic about loneliness, please email me...

On this episode of “OHH, I’m Lonely” we have the pleasure of hearing my friend, fellow co-host of our podcast Exit Stage Death, costume designer, and SO SO much more human being, Matty Limerick (They/Them). They sit down and tell us their TRUTH about the complexities and the medical industries over-simplification of fatness and it's connection to health when it comes to medical needs and attention, and the shame society put on bigger bodies to ask for the help they need without judgement. I...

This episode fills me with conflict. It's heavy and celebratory all at once. A year ago today I came very close to losing my partner, the most important person in my life, Gabe due to a health scare called Dieulafoy lesion. (accoording to Google: an abnormally large artery (a vessel that takes blood from the heart to other areas of the body) in the lining of the gastrointestinal system). Today I have Gabe safe in my arms but I still live with the fear I had a year ago today when I almost lost...

On this Episode of “Ohh, I’m Lonely,” I talk to my friend Emilie Leyes (she/they), actor, brain training & hypnosis expert for actors, creator of the Resilient Actor program and all around incredible human being. We chat about the excitement but strong sense of isolation that comes with creating a brand new path in your area of expertise. We also get into how certain roles for actors can be an extremely isolating experience and unpack a little bit about how to bring yourself back to your...

I think if you do musical theatre or perform with a special group of people and then that times ends there is always a period of mourning. And without people around you to validate those feelings, it can feel pretty lonely. I wanted to chat about that today.  If you have any stories you want to share about post show blues, how you cure them, your self care, or a any general topic about loneliness to contribute to the conversation, please email me here: [email protected] I hope...

In this episode I chat with my long time friend Eliza (she/her) all about how the hustle and flow of gig and freelance work in the creative space can be very isolating and difficult to talk about with those who just don't understand how it works.  I hope this helps you in someway!  Intro/Outro Song from YouTube Audio Library: "Sunset Dream" by Cheel Follow Eliza: @elizakaylee Check out her hilarious podcast, RomCom Kill Joys! It's all about Rom Coms and their place in pop...

Let's get this podcast started.  Intro/Outro Song from YouTube Audio Library: "Sunset Dream" by Cheel My little corner of the internet:  Instagram: @emilymartinezofficial Home Decor Insta: @TheWholeBeingHomeThing Youtube: youtube.com/emilymartinezentertainer 

Hi, my name is Emily. Welcome to “Ohhhh, I’m lonely.” It’s my podcast about unpacking the big feelings I have, that usually whittles down to loneliness and disconnection from various aspects of my life from career, communities, loved ones, and sometimes just being plane ol' alone. Here we will talk about all the different places loneliness creeps it's sweet self into and I try to understand what story that loneliness is trying to tell me.  So please join me, because even through it’s lonely...