Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map. — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200— (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal— (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9— (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture— (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s— (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment— (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment...

— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast— (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone)— (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod— (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork— (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts— (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4 Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John &...

— (1:27) the john stream from the void— (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go— (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood— (18:10) a zone is always happening— (22:08) energy around male connection— (35:10) self-pres nerd out— (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing— (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John &...

what it do babyyy:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk— (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout— (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship— (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems— (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish— (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’— (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about?— (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems— (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1 Donate to support the...

Spilling more instinct zone insights:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) souuuunddd check— (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game— (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth— (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias— (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish— (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones— (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1  Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone John and Alexandra sexual instinct zoom course via...

New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems?— (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake— (13:48) The Social Zones— (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations— (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 group container— (31:15) Alexandra’s SO2-1 sensitivity to social chemistry— (34:05) Emeka’s impractical...

Valeria, our akashic channel, is here to talk about channeling.To get your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (7:55) Welcome Valeria— (12:34) What is channeling?— (17:22) Importance of channels being clean vessels / perceiving things with neutrality and no judgement— (32:59) The enneagram was channeled by Ichazo / the enneagram symbol is sacred geometery— (35:32) How does the openness of the recipient affect the channeling session?— (40:29)...

Full on mystical woo.To book your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (3:29) What are the akashic records? and what’s a reading like?— (11:49) DG’s a russian doll earth man— (20:35) Alexandra’s a forest fairy warrior— (37:45) John’s a player of dark entities— (53:45) Emeka’s a grounding fusion of raw instinct— (1:08:54) Ikram’s a golden angel channeler  John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30...

Got your head on a swivel. — (1:27) How major the Bermuda Overlays are — (4:23) No Diddy and creepy 3w2s— (8:16) Why do people hate Teal Swan so much? / BHE Suicide Hotline— (16:46) DG’s metallurgy analogy for how a wing transforms a fix— (23:22) Are the attachment wings harder to see?— (25:47) What if 9w8 is the most common 9?— (29:36) Gut is king / 8 chaos vs 1 order— (43:52) Bermuda hiddenness and discovering their particular specificities — (52:32) The sensitivity of the human nervous...

Psychedelic 7 frustration with Ikram. — (4:00) The overwhelming depths of 7 disappointment and self-hatred / giving yourself what you didn’t get in childhood— (9:50) The psychic aural fixation of 7 — (13:35) Frustration as the engine to go out into the world / constant bust-boom cycle— (17:03) 7s walking a tight wire with lines to competency and reactive types on either side— (20:10) 7 is fighting for creative imagination / the addiction to movement— (25:25) 4 vs 7 frustration — (31:08) The...

Continuing our series on frustration and type 4. — (2:23) 3w2 interpersonal availability / we’re reacting to 3w2 not bashing it— (9:17) Aesthetic preferences for 4 as an expression of hidden personal selfhood— (14:40) 4 staying in the realm where things can only be seen in the dark— (18:12) The role of 4 for the collective heart in giving voice to personal brokenness and hell— (21:48) Rejection types setting the scene before getting personal— (25:21) The vast differences of Bermuda overlays —...

it’s the spice of life. — (1:25) Frustration is the aesthetic of each center— (6:10) Frustration as the basis of human suffering and expression of personality — (7:56) Bermuda Overlays and frustration as personalized flavor / rejection as the elemental substrate of each center— (14:25) Frustration doesn’t give up on their needs but unwilling to work with how to get its needs met / the knot of not having— (16:58) Rejection cut off vs frustration in relationships— (24:13) Everyone’s shitting on...

Alejohndra are back with tales of their Egypt trip. — (1:25) John and Alexandra recap their retreat to Egypt— (9:05) What about the aliens? / the construction of the pyramids had to be an exercise in presence and intention — (16:23) The femininity of Egypt— (21:04) Egypt peaked early and then fell off hard— (31:06) Special John the mystical guide / the inner quality of the group— (37:50) The descent down into the deep chambers — (45:22) The acoustics of the pyramids— (52:55) A sacred culture...

In this episode of WILTBY Josh interviews Louis. — (4:50) Josh processing his 2-wing and meeting Louis at the zone / the team love vs team truth confrontation— (11:45) 3w2 facilitating and orchestrating connection vs 3w4 distant excellence— (16:35) The philosophy of truth vs love in psychotherapy— (20:49) Carl Rogers unconditional positive regard— (29:30) What Josh finds annoying about 4 skepticism of love and connection— (33:39) Louis’ identification with predator swag — (42:24) 3w2 vs 3w4...

We watched Poor things right before recording our impressions and thoughts. Call the nota4 hotline at (323) 696-0647. — (2:40) Overview of Poor Things and its ode to the head center— (8:40) The surgeon is a 5— (13:22) 6 reactivity leveling the playing field with negativity— (16:30) hexad vs attachment response to suffering in the world— (23:45) The artifice of polite adulthood as a hindrance to growth— (30:52) The necessity of conveying complex ideas and orientation through symbol— (36:31)...

They don’t want you to know. — (3:10) Nines are everyone’s least favorite mud cattle— (6:38) Sixes are annoying cult maintainers— (11:13) Sevens are the slutty surprise suicide Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Josh Brolin, Frank Herbert, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website...

A must-watch for every 9 and 9-fixer. Watch Dogville and then come back to this. — (8:42) Why we’re talking about Dogville / Plot overview— (19:53) The hope of attachment vs the leverage of rejection— (24:30) How things went from bad to worse— (30:04) The arrogance of 9— (37:32) Grace confronted by the Dogville principle— (47:14) Grace representing the unprotected innocence of the body center— (53:00) The 8 tenet of first protecting your self and life force— (1:03:39) Why Dogville is a must...

Live from Harlem tunneling thru the catacombs of the heart.Watch here: https://youtu.be/tnkHm0LCX_c — (2:18) Alright.. the heart center live— (6:45) The value of shame / heart-2nd impresisons— (13:15) Josh’s core 3 image and sensitivity to self-abandonment — (16:07) Decoupling emotion from the feeling of the heart center— (20:40) Shame shame shame— (30:05) The developmental view of the centers / the moment to moment self vs the fixed self— (35:25) “I’m this type of person now” / your identity...

New insights emerging on having your heart center last. — (4:22) Alexandra’s new insights about heart-last and image being a cultivated sense of identity — (12:27) Being a social-blind image type / reinforcing who you are to yourself— (16:28) Painting your self-portrait and updating how things reflect on you — (23:18) Aesthetic of personality and unearthing an ocean of values— (26:08) What does neglecting the heart center cost you?— (33:02) Heart last and 4 fix reflex to wince away from being...

We’re back at it looking at reactive harmonics. — (3:22) Reactive vs frustration / harmonics is how we resolve a situation— (7:16) ‘Hopeful’ better describes what positive outlook is up to / reactive aims to uncover where the other is located under duress — (9:51) Katt Williams and 6 exposing the worst case scenario — (12:34) 4/6/8 testing to see if you can hang with negative realness— (19:54) Reactive types are provoking the authenticity of each center— (26:09) 4 vs 8 purging poison and...

Looking back on 2023 with libations. Happy new year you filthy animals. — (2:20) Our impressions of BHE year IV / shifts in the business of the enneagram— (8:31) Why interest in the enneagram is taking a dip — (14:27) Do people know about BHE or nah— (20:06) Enneagram reddit thinks Naranjo is the truth— (27:31) Highlights of 2023 episodes / the zones and the 7— (38:39) Social pain and the attachment support groups— (43:00) Frustration underlines the suffering of the personality— (49:41) Plans...

Chatting the enneagram in the movies. — (2:48) Non-romantic sexual instinct in Suspiria / sx-middle teases / Twin Peaks’ weird sp/sx— (10:32) Holy Mountain and Enter the Void as sexual instinct movies— (14:39) Paul Thomas Anderson and attachment stories— (16:38) How rare sexual is in the stacking / most movies are sp/so / Ari Aster makes deranged sp/so movies— (21:08) Get Out and Parasite as so/sp / what social type movies focus on / 10 reasons why Wes Anderson sucks— (32:52) Passages sx/so 6...

Od’s with us this week to dive into the interesting world of astrocartography. — (10:12) What is astrocartography and how’d we get into this?— (16:08) Moving to significant areas on your astro map— (21:17) How to create your astrocartography map / what the circles on the map mean— (25:25) John’s lines confirm his love affair with Egypt— (29:04) DG’s meetings with dark men and misadventures in Africa— (34:02) Alexandra’s lines and the birthplace of her love— (38:12) And reconnecting with her...

Continuing where we left off with Ikram and the Objective Personality Social Types. We’ve been typed #3 for DG, Alexandra, and John. #2 for Emeka. #4 for Ikram. — (6:16) The sp/so framing of the social roles concept makes it smaller / does social roles have any implications for the sexual instinct?— (8:40) Emeka vs John sx/sp with responsibility vs specialization— (11:43) Flex masculine identity vs Friends feminine identity— (18:23) Specialization and responsibility minimize personhood in...