Carolyn and Laila sit in Laila’s living room with Laila’s sweet baby Christopher who coos a lot, to explain how the subtle rules the dense and makes magick possible.

Carolyn and Laila talk about common inner conflicts people often have about doing magick and why it’s so important to overcome these. Also you can sign up for Will to Magick, our life-changing live seminar on healing your hesitations around magick at this link...

Carolyn sits down at the Jamboree with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, to a riveting talk about Crowley, Jung, Nema, and what it means to realize the Self and forgiveness of the horrors of the world via the 93 current, including the incoming current of Ma’at.

Carolyn sits down at the Mahasiddha Jamboree, a Sleep Over Mystery School reunion in West Virginia… … to talk with Rita, an initiate and a psychologist. Carolyn and Rita discuss Rita’s journey of initiation, and Eastern vs Western spiritual practices in relation to modern secular psychology.

Carolyn sits down at her kitchen table with the wonderful Julia Dunne to talk about Julia’s experience of initiation in Sleep Over Mystery School. The conversation winds to Babalon as Compassion and Understanding and Carolyn ends up reading the Cry of the 12th Aethyr by Aleister Crowley. Neil chimes in. At one point Carolyn’s 5 year old daughter Lulu blows her purple whistle and it is loud and annoying AF and not edited out because we are very lazy - you have been warned . 😂

Carolyn sits down for an inspiring conversation with artist Anca Gray, an initiate of Sleep Over Mystery School. They talk about Anca’s journey from evangelical Christianity to Existential Kink, the magick of sex and coming into relationship with the Holy Guardian Angel, aka the Beloved. Search “anca gray” on Instagram and follow her to keep up with her beautiful adventures and offers of incredible magick retreat weekends and bespoke magickal hyper sigils.

Part three of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody). Part two.

Part two of three. On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody).

On a lazy weekend morning in the spring of 2024, Carolyn quizzes her husband, the deep magickian David Lovewell, about what letters like the Germanic runes and the Hebrew letters have to do with magick, the Great Work, and the realization of our connection to our higher dimensional Self (the Hyperbody). Part one.

While their kids party in the backyard pool, Laila and Carolyn talk about honesty as the primary virtue and how they understand the 12 Steps via an Advaita perspective on total powerlessness ala Wayne Liquorman’s awesome book, the Way of Powerlessness. Features amazing loud singing from Carolyn’s daughter Lulu and thoughts from Laila’s husband Rory at the end.

Carolyn helps her friend Neil interpret his dream “the Cosmic Hospital.” You can come hear Carolyn teach more about dreamwork and shadow integration at Ayesha Ophelia’s Dream Lodge event in August - find more info on that event on Ayesha’s instagram. To go deeper into magick, visit theimmortalcollege.com, join our email list and sign up for our offerings.

The first ever episode of the Sleep Over podcast that's also on video! - Carolyn talks with her brilliant mentor, Dr. Robert Dee McDonald, about 3 Common Blocks to communication that wreck havoc in relationships of all kinds, and what can be done to solve them with assertion, empathy, and forgiveness. Dr. Robert shares his wisdom and expertise, and he also shares details about the upcoming Ultimate Communication Skills Workshop in Los, Angeles California, July 12 -14th 2024. To learn...

Carolyn sits down on her back patio with Mackenzie Victory-Oatman, a SOMS initiate, PENETRATE graduate, and genius certified Existential Kink coach. Mackenzie shares about her spiritual awakening and what she’s gained in New Aeon consciousness via her journey with Mystery and Existential Kink.

Also on the drive down to the 3rd immersion of SOMS 2024, Neil, the set guy for SOMS, and Carolyn nerd out about the rabbit hole of Whitney Webb’s reporting about the deep state in One Nation Under Blackmail and the foreboding rumors that Neil hear from a friend of his in the intelligence community about a possible 30 day disruption of services in November surrounding the U.S.A. election. … and how it all relates to magick & the Great Work!

Carolyn and Neil, the set guy for Sleep Over Mystery School, talk about modern relationships - including the folly of Twin Flames - on their U-Haul ride down to the 3rd immersion.

Carolyn, Laila, and Rory talk about how Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding Our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation weave together to create a virtuous upward spiral of grounded, profound positive change in our lives - and that’s why they are the pillars of the life-changing work we do in the Immortal College.

Carolyn and Laila talk about the demon Olivia Soprano, the evil eye, and the psychedelic medicine of Dune 2.

Carolyn forces Laila and other friends to nerd out with her about her current obsession: the Hermetic genius mathematician Stan Tenen and his mind- blowing discovery of the exquisite geometric metaphor underlying the pattern of the Hebrew letters in the first verse of Genesis. Those letters form a torroid pattern and the torroid consists in 6 hand-shaped sections. The shadows of the hand form the Hebrew letters (at different angles, also the Arabic and Greek) thus making the first verse of...

Carolyn, Rory, Laila and David dish about the great Hermetic teaching text and comic book Promethea by Alan Moore and how it has benefited their lives and given them magickal hope.

Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk about Babalon and how slutty magick shadow re-collecting power works.

Carolyn and Laila hang out at Laila’s kitchen table and talk about the life-saving magick of EK, the crystallization of Wholeness as Battle Magick — and also, Carolyn evidences live, in real time, her Pooh Bear Siddhi of manifesting sweet treats.

Listen to this if you’re in the mood for a potent distillation of high level magickal knowledge from the Germanic pagan tradition woven into Thelemic and Jungian stuff. Carolyn sits down with her wise husband David Lovewell and their dear friend Frank Cafardi to talk about the Fylgja (the Fetch, anima / animus, HGA) and Hamingja (luck, karma) and how they interact. Carolyn ties it all together at the end to Solomonic magick and the alchemical truths of Harry Potter.

While on vacation in Tulum, Carolyn sits down with Frank Cafardi, who is a steelworker, swordsman, left-hand path Germanic pagan practitioner and also her husband David’s best friend. They talk about Frank’s approach to the Great Work via metallurgy and combat arts.

While Laila sleeps in for some much-needed rest, Carolyn sits down for breakfast at the El Segundo Hilton Garden Inn transdimensional vortex of healing to talk with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald about their Traumatic Memory Resolution Project, designed to help people resolve traumatic memories at online events, en masse. Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette share dramatic stories of painful memories that they’ve resolved for themselves and for clients and talk about how understanding the true...