You've broken so many times that all you wanna do is to disappear. Your surroundings might look dark. You might feel exhausted all day long. You're not fit in. It's tiring, it's draining, it's hard, it's rough, I know. And you've wait long enough for someone to reach you. And I guess, no one did. But I'm here, so let me remind you that quitting isn't the way you finish this. We wanted to die, we wanted to vanished, because we want to stop the pains. But the fact is, you never wanted to die. You want to live. You want to feel feelings. You want to stop feeling numb and empty. You want to breathe fresh air. You just don't know how to. Don't rush. We will always find our way. Happiness exist. And like every other emotions, they are temporary yet exciting. That's why being alive is fun. It's something you can never have twice. The world maybe cruel towards you now, the people, they don't treat you right, parents are the worse, earth getting hotter, and beautiful things are rarely seen nowadays. You can't control any of those. But you can control your reaction. Wether make it a better place, save yourself first, or just giving up. Save yourself! Make yourself as a priority. It will be hard from now on. You gotta be brave. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, nor next week. One thing i know, you'll grow to be a greater survivor. In conclusion, you sweet thing.. don't do it please.