It’s one thing to have your life thrown into chaos by something natural, something normal, something other people can relate to. Something that you can talk about. It’s another to be unable to explain the chaos and fight back. Because you don’t even know what you’re fighting. It’s strong and it’s terrifying. Following you wherever you go. People who love you and support you can see it too and are powerless against it. They don’t know how to help you, how to save you. Kind of like Sam's addic