"What am I going to do?", I whispered out loud to myself, not allowing myself to cry just yet. I just hung there in my little space on the earth and let my legs dangle into the air.
Still a bit stunned and feeling more and more ashamed.... I sat down to have dinner with my friend's wife... Connie was quite the cook. I'd known her for so many years..... but NOT like this... This was not the Connie I knew back in high school. Not the Connie I knew in college either... ...