take a moment to self-reflect and self-correct and see what you're getting out of being connected and choosing narcissists into your life. Often times when you tell the real truth about it, you will find that you're getting some secondary gain, like being with a good looking or rich person or a famous person. On the surface, it might be fun to be with somebody who appears as though they are a winner and special and by attaching to a special person, you might feel more special and need to feel more special because you have been brought up to feel that you're not at the end of this journey, you will probably unmask a lot of truths about the situation and find out that why you're really in it is because you've been real to try to fix the system gone wrong that you were embroiled in from childhood by repeating it with somebody who will. Hopefully he'll you. But it never works. Get out while you can because it's expensive on all levels, mind, body and soul and your finances.