“Be humble and grateful Tom, and stop keeping score. If you aren’t willing to forgive others, then forgiveness will not be reciprocated. The reason people should love you is because of who you really are under that facade you hide behind. The rage you show and the angry tension you feel is because you are holding onto everything that has ever hurt you or let you down. You have walls of steel around you that come off to others as arrogance and being narcissistic. Those walls are protecting you aren’t they? Tom is behind those walls and he’s a great guy, but he’s scared. It’s like the Wizard of Oz. I have seen glimpses of the amazing real person you are, and then the walls go up again. What would happen if you dropped the walls, ie the role you’re playing, and just allowed yourself to unapologetically be yourself, not feeling as though you need to impress or be good enough or better than…..just Tom! Right now it’s like you’re in a race that never ends, but Tom there is no race, so why are you running? Step off that track and just be you! I’m telling you right now, that would be awesome! Also, drugs and alcohol are not good for you, and please stop doing the mushrooms. Make your mama proud Tom by being the sweet boy she raised. Don’t ever break your family’s heart by harming yourself. You are a valuable human being who is truly loved by God, and you deserve to be happy. You’re a good guy Tom… let it grow and let it show! Much Love to you!!!”
Garden of Grace via Apple Podcasts ·
United States of America ·
03/26/24